Hey everybody!

I just wanted to vent a little bit if you do not mind and say that last night I realized that for me with my journey to greater health that it could always be worse. Sometimes I get really negative on this journey we are all taking.

I am one of six kids, with both my parents still living. My mother...who is 54 yrs old.....is stuck. She is living at her home, in constant pain, and she cannot walk and the "Doctors" can not figure out why she cannot walk and all of the children take turns watching her at her house while my father works two jobs trying to support my mother and take care of her because my mother refuses to go to a nursing home where she needs to be....we do not have the knowledge to take take care of her the proper way and her illnesses have gotten to a point where its dangerous for her to not be in better care.

Anyways, I went over with my husband to take care of her last night because my dad went into ER with kidney failure ( geeee, the doctors have him on over 6 medications, and he's diabetic, and his diet is nothing but absolute junk like diet pop splenda, pizza and fast food) hmmmmm

Well my dad had to call me to do my moms medication b/c it has to be locked up b/c my mom is a drug addict. So behold, I get the hidden key and open the cabinet, there are over 31 different prescription pills!!!!!!!!!! they all have to be sorted out for different times of the day and heaven forbid I put ONE pill in the wrong time of the day! It's just so sad to see because she's now legally addicted!!! WHen I opened this cabinet, I was just horrified and it came into reality to me of why she is the way she is. She's a zombie, sleeps at all times, always goes into ER, always jumbles her words, severely depressed, and is just existing.....not living.

It amazes me that the doctors do this to people all of the time!!!!!

It makes me thankful to God that I am not like this and makes me thankful that even though all of my family thinks I am one of those "Health Quacks" as they say, and I realize that I am indeed truly on the way to healing my body. I also realize that I cannot be judgemental and to try to love them the best way I can because I get frustrated that they do not listen to a single word I say regarding health and nutrition. I realize it's not my job to fix them and it's their own journey...the more I tried the more stressful it got to be and the more friction it caused.

I hope this motivates somebody out here in such a way to realize you are striving toward the real way to heal your body, and not just trying to cover it up with a pill...then another...then another. You are dealing with your bodies head on..and not giving up.....even when you do have bad days. It's just part of the journey


Heal on Everybody!!!!! Thanks for letting me vent