I am curious. How many fasts and for how long of a duration have you been on? After your fasts, what kind of food do you eat? Are you working on rebuilding your body? If your family sees that you are seeking health, rather than just weightloss, maybe they won't be so alarmed. How do you eat around them? With that having been said, I do know that the moment a person starts to eat living food, family starts getting concerned. But fill up on Twinkes and Little Debbie's no one really cares!

there is nothing wrong with this weight, IF it's weight that is borne of true nutrition, not empty junk fat/flesh.

I (a mother) would never dream
of telling my son he needs to gain weight)

But maybe, what she really means,
is that she knows the weight is not
'true', (that is, a lot of "feeding", mental, etc...)
and thereby, (simplistically)
interprets ;more weight;
as being proper...(As it might be, were it true
nutrient-dense 'weight'.


We here, know that *weight*
is NOT what it's about... So,it may be
that your mother (if you can sift the words/intent)
is speaking the truth;

that is--you 'need' to gain TRUE weight
and LOSE false weight.

Profound. Yes.
If I were you, that's how I'd take it...

ox C

Another thought about the 'low-weight':
there is a theory it's very like 'over-weight',

in the sense that it speaks to
systemic constipation, or the other...

meaning, a lack of genuine
nutrients introduced and all that this sets up,

primary being: a lack of assimilattion...And this speaks
to possible toxemia as well...(odd as it seems)

See the circle, the tense figure-eight?
Well, best might be to research
what all this means, in simple terms.

(better yet, might be to do a 'longish water fast'
and keep silence, and take notes)


Here's a few notes to keep, for now


Google:

"orange juice fast"
google: "water fast" (and READ what comes up; becaue it might surprise)
google "the boys from brazil" (this is a film; and just
for a break--and a sense of how we are conditioned... )
google "storm" and "raw diet"
google "mother + baggy clothes"

(this last will be more about the mother than "you"
anyway--the gist is,
don't over-identify.

A