it is confusing. i was doing so much better. brain stuff gone, now its back may just be a flare up....but painful ) :
I once did a experiement with a group of people. we prayed for one another and would come back each week and discuss results. I had a thought, what if we prayed for each other? i do it anyway but what if we all did it?
i am gonna make a little list. i invite anyone who wants to join in and see if we can scale this f***g wall. i mean, can't hurt and we were all brought here for some reason....might as well give it a try???
it was amazing hearing the results in that group....amazing.
just thought i'd put it out there.
don't know what else to do??

Did you ever try phosphatydl serine? It was the main ingredient in an adrenal calming cream that I used to take and the only thing that calmed me down when I started going insane. Then I switched to the pills (seriphos formulation and brand apparently way cheaper and requiring way less digestion than others). It took me a while to realize that the dose in the pill was putting me into a sleep coma well into the next day, so I don't suggest trying it until you can sleep in. However, it turns out my adrenals are already totally shot and my total daily cortisol output is very very low and p.s. knocks down cortisol (OK, that's the best I understand it).
I couldn't understand why I could only take adrenal relaxants when I was so tired (exhaust rev). Any chinese adaptogen would have me climbing the walls after 3 days.

Am told that with way low cortisol, all one gets left is adrenaline - so I was always in fright or flight, starting to cry a lot and have anxiety I could not control. Then taking tons of natural relaxants all day until the next day I'd be konked out or in blessed sleep coma.

>> I fear this thing will kill me before I can kill it because I'm going down fast...

Close, even a very Large Tapeworm only takes a fww seconds to turn into dust but sometimes a parasite is the only thing holding you together.

DNA Reset will be done with this one in a few minutes but there may be more...

But sleep should be a bit better from now on. Take a bunch of NAC if you got it, lots of copper issues here...