I have had many requests to explain how I became aware of the concept of loosh.

I had a very powerful experience after an extended 33 day fast that exposed me to a very im[ortant realization. The deep mystical experience that I will touch upon opened a portal to a shadow world that we all know to some degree in our daily lives but never truley see it for what it is at its core. That core opened to me to explore intimatley.

What I witnessed late one evening during the end of my extended fast began a a deeper journey into what shamans refer to as the shadow world. This is the polar part of our reality that we are all aware of in our lives. It is that part of reality that gives us suffering, pain, despair and deep darkness. However, without this part of reality, the parts we perceive as "good" or enjoyable could not exist either. These polarities are what give us the parametric "space" for the entire experience potential within this particular life matrix.

First it takes a certain fearlessness to openly explore what I am sharing here. I was open at the time to deeper "truths" about reality and I had many why's unanswered. My biggest question going into the fast. Why so much pain and suffering in this world. I had heard all the flakey new age answers and was not satisfied. In fact, most of the ideas were a kind of silly over stepping of serious and profound observations of our reality. I was intending to go right into it at the level of deep experience. Be careful what you ask for.

I will save all the explicit details of what I encountered and where it led me, to be fleshed out on my blog.

I will say this.

After all was said and done and with crossreferencing through anthropological spiritual studies, what I experienced, many shamans experience as they face the core 'structures' of this reality. The word I use for what I now know as a base part of this reality is loosh. It is a terms used by Robert Monroe that he became aware of when astral traveling. I have bumped up against the "concept" from other shamans and deep spiritual thinkers but they use other terms. The similarity in the terms though is undeniable. Loosh simply stated means that there is an energetic tying together of "everything". As each "thing" relates to another thing there is a byproduct (another energy ) given off. We can see this as a relationship of consciousness exploring itself in a sense. However as it explores itself it does so through the essence of polarity.

Here's where it gets interesting. If you think of reality as an interconnected circuit of thought forms (which I do), and each of these thoughts is like components that make up larger and larger circuits, as awareness flows through these circuits (which are just interference patterns) it creates experience. The experience has co-factors (by products)to it.. One obvious co-factor is what we call emotion. Spiritual thinkers call this "energy in motion"..and it literally is.

You may have also noticed that energy flows and changes form continually within this structure of reality. For instance we must replenish ourselves with nutrients in order to sustain the experience we call life. If we don't participate in this we are ejected from the life experience.

We have been conditioned to get this nutritional replenishment by the taking of lives of other beings (plants and animals). Other animals and some plants do the same. This exchange is a form of loosh. There are 2 main types of loosh with many flavors within the over all schema. There is negative loosh and positive loosh.

When you realize the purpose of teeth and really contemplate what I am saying, some very stark realizations bubble up. We have heard that in nature survival of the fittest is the operating code. This code extends into everything we experience here in this "world" at all levels of existence.

It is no wonder that through the merging of Science and spirituality we are seeing that everything is interconnected. From my mystical experiences over many years, this has been revealed to me in many ways.

What was missing though, up until now, was why there is so much suffering as part of this reality. The answer is in knowing how this polarity circuit works.

In this world though, we can see an agenda by certain powers, that I now call parasites, to literally craft negative "flavors" of loosh for their own benefit.

I will return to more of this later. More details are needed to paint the picture in a way that makes overall sense and in a way that one can transcend this. Most people on this planet are nowhere close to transcending this. They are being led like a carrot before a horse with pretty concepts but the undertow of suffering is still there both indivicually and on the larger circuit of consciunsess.

We are on a "farm." I will explore the details of this conscious farm in greater detail in further posts.

Also keep in mind that the polarity construct of our reality also generates positive loosh but the current parasites that have hooked into our collective conscious are only interested in the darker flavors.

More to come...