"Going beyond mind? I cant be sure of exactly what you are refering to here but generally speaking, I dont percieve any thing I would call mind."

What I am referring to is our story that sits over top of awareness. In terms of consciousness it is the thought forms that act as interference patterns that carve out the circuitry that projects reality.

"Something greater than us to flow thru---? no I see nothing greater than us so -----."

Greater in the sense of harmonious. A story that is more harmonious (without the new age painted on love and light spiritual happy face that just hides the shadows).

"Unique journey? You may see it that way, I see nothing unique in what I experience."

Unique in the sense of everyone's experience is a different flavor not in an egoic, comparitive way.

"Free creation process? You are of course free to create or do as you please, to consider and describe things as is your play, trinity, perfect creation, ect, on it goes.

For me I find freedom in the unraveling of the process that had kept me caught in the web and syndrome of continued suffering. Nothing else seems important . Of course learning what accentuates or detracts by making mistakes and success'."

Yes at the filtered story level which sits over top of infinite potential, we can rearrange the thought forms in a way that projects a new reality. We can create a more balanced, harmonious story as we shape the circuits(code) of reality.

"Perfect? Conventionally speaking that would imply an imperfect. My use is in unconventional parlence where it would imply that perfection best describes what is and always was."

This is where the new age movement comes in to play and through it we ignore the shadows and paint on those spiritual happy faces with dogmatic uncertainties. We tell ourselves that suffering is perfect. We tell ourselves wars are perfect, etc. They are what they are and beyond language that is inaccurate and only vaguely points at what it is, we can then call it a "perfect" imbalance. Try painting on the "perfect" happy face to someone's experience who just became a burn victim. Tell them everything's perfect in their world. Dogma can try to sell them something other than what the experience in the moment. Perfect suffering perhaps.

Hitler was a "perfect" mass murderer. Wars cause "perfect" untold suffering. Depends on how we use the word I guess.

Perhaps the structure of reality that allows the dance between negative and positive is perfect, which then allows for perfect suffering along with other experiences. But these are just word games.

"Language/discursive format being a subset and a less refined vibrational aspect is part of our delima in trying to understand things.This doesnt mean we cant describe things or reality, it only refers to the dificulty especially with those who believe the opposite orientation."

Pain is pain. Pleasure is pleasure. It is experiencial.. We can use many words to describe the common ground shared in the many flavors and variations of these two main variables.

"It's easy to focus out on others , to look for aspects which dont quite fit into our ideation , less easy to listen and look for the connecting aspects which is really the power, the saving grace and the summation of love."

Love is connection and flow. In that way even a boot to the butt is love as the connection is made. Love is one of the least understood spiritual concepts. Many people use the term as a feel good (ignore the shadows) kind of teddy bear concept. I see it simple as the current in the circuit of reality. FLOW! It is that flow through all the interference patterns which animates our experience...our reality.