So I've read that thoughts carve little pathways in our brain and it reaffirms that neuro-pathway daily. Now - what would repeated pathways being carved daily in a brain do? I hear lesions. I have a friend who is a healer in this effect and told me that resetting those thought processes and saying affirmations creates new neuro-pathways, the old ones heal and the newer pathways built on positive vibration begin to heal you and your wittle brain.

Now - what I know to be true is that the body looks upward for it's instructions. The brain sends signals of 'you're hungry', 'you stubbed your toe' or 'you still suck'.

Same method. My friend calls it the 'telescope effect'. If every cell in your body and every mechanism looks upward to your CPU (central processing unit) for direction and those neuro-pathways are running all day of 'you suck, you may not get through this and when it's all said and done - nobody cares'...

You can take all the herbs you want, do all the enemas you want and you will be very lucky to get ahead at all. If those neuro-pathways are still telling your body to be submissive to what it's experiencing then...well...you'll stay in that loop. Neuro-chemistry is NOT JUST based on our thoughts but aminos, vitamins, minerals and their ability to convert and uptake to create new patterns. They cannot do it alone.

Uny says 'get out of your body's way' and this is just another way of saying it. ALL THE HERBS AND ALL THE JUICES COULD NOT PUT HUMPTY DUMPTY BACK TOGETHER AGAIN. It takes love. Real self love. Self love to stop doing the things that hurt us (including being submissive to others' actions that dominate us for fear we won't be loved - that's KEY to me) and to stop pretending that all the detoxing will then fix our thought processes. One does not go in front of the other. They MUST go together or you'll loop until you can loop no more.


...why am I hot on this train? Because I went into the red shortly after my honeymoon. Too much eating like normal people (SAD diet), too much traveling and poof - days of sluggishness created what? Crying. And more crying - and thinking self defeatist and that no one really loves me. Uny called and said she was proud of me. 'For what!?!' I asked, 'I ruined my trajectory for the honeymoon onward, I landed myself in the red and created a polarizing image of a radiant girl in a wedding dress to a crying lump of sickness. I am not a good detox student and I shouldn't be helping anyone else.'

I got lovingly reminded that there are highs and lows and that I landed myself in this position out of celebrating. I am a good detoxer and I don't completely suck. lol

But I had to go back to my affirmations. My roll of toilet paper for crying near the bed is almost gone (new roll days ago) but the good news is it's slowed down considerably.

:)