Hi,
I had a very life transforming NDE many years ago. I came back much like you did.... Knowing that treating others as we would ourselves is the prime directive...
About the grids... I did not see grids but something similar... I saw points of light and darkness that moved out from the center of each soul as pools... that influenced every other pool of light and darkness... There were some points of light that remained intensely light that resisted darkness quite well and there were dense pools of darkness that light could not penetrate but most pools were shades of varying degrees of gray.... that were affected by any shade of light, dark, or gray... While I did not see the grid.... I sensed the influence of the pools that radiated out in waves of whatever light, gray, or darkness moved out on diagonals that would seem to be the underlying infrastructure of the spiritual matrix that binds souls to one another... The cloak of the flower over the fae spirit beneath or the bark covering the spirit of a tree...or flesh over a human
soul...we all influence each other... combining and mixing....our light or darkness... joining together we can move across the whole globe...
I have recently sensed there is a little relief... a kind of extra-worldly light that has been added to the mix... Things were so out of balance that the whole of the earth was in peril... Spiritual tinkering has occurred... The creator of the matrix...experimenting with so much shameless cruelty... had almost killed his lab experiment of ying and yang through
inciting horrors of Darfur and Iraq... Afghanistan...and wars in neighborhoods and townships...senseless murders through contaminating clean water and food or withholding food and water... poisoning millions of children through unclean and toxic vaccinations... Through all of the extra'spiritual and manmade misery... and still I sense a cool breeze with the smell of rain on the dry languishing tongue...I sense there is hope...
The rascal who men often call God...far removed from the loving aspect of timelessness...father time was playing darkness much like a young emerging sociopath befriends a frog or lizard with a grasshopper and then creates a dependency on God for "free" food... the lesser aspect of God becomes bored of just taking care of his pet....turning psychopath tortures his pet near unto death...then wondering why his
Science experiment no longer responds to the dangled grasshopper... refusing to open its mouth... preferring death... his abused pet dies....or... feigning death... the brute's attention is drawn to other directions...seeks other experiments....the creator of the matrix leaves us alone on our own for just long enough...the reptile feeds...the world continues... even unto this day...
There is this day a new hope... another world is emerging from this sad and dying one...
breathing deep...the earth found her escape... Crawling out of the cage the God of the matrix built...she escapes in some seemingly impossible way...light finds its way out of the gray and dark lab... The light in each of us travels to a new home...where the spirit of light sustains itself...where light adds light to other light and does not require the light to extinguish life to sustain its own lightl...
The amazing thing in my NDE...is that like the lab rat left without supervision... I saw how every spirit and soul within the organism that is earth will have a chance to escape the experiment of light and darkness...escape the cruel ritualistic consumption of one another to survive...and bring on a wave of light that trips the whole matrix... changes everything on the molecular level...when enough of the souls and spirits get it...the "golden rule" ....when the world refuses to take the bait...faces into the light...allows the light to shine into every dark place... inside of itself...the earth will be made whole... the long awaited time of joy...
We each are bound into contracts we agreed to in order to enter into this dimension... but if we are to bring this molecular change to fruition... we as souls should refuse to take the bait of the lesser aspect of God... Respect no God who would let cruel men do what they are doing to the children of this world... turn the other cheek... Respect only a loving God whose only vengeance is a loving embrace... Make no contracts bound to bodies that die...
We as souls and spirits of the matrix should rebel against the God of the matrix.... refuse to reenter any body that dies... The alignment is fast approaching... The earth has been given a reprieve...given us a little light... we can choose to die as the tortured lizard...re-emerge in the light... or we can trip the switch on the grid ourselves... Like turning the light on in one's home... we still have to get off of the couch to turn on the light... We all can go and turn on the light....