Just a little thought for those who are dealing with big babaus.
My Leuco (one of the consciousnesses I channel) told me some years ago - but I'm a bit slow, ah ah!- that for a desire to be fulfilled I have to show to Life I can be happy without. Which is like a rephrasing if you like of what also Abraham say.
I've never ever been even close to the idea that I could be happy as plumpy as I am, and in fact I am still plumpy. It's as if Life wanted me to lose that grip, to loose the need. In my land they say: a woman is like a snowflake, if you hold her too tight she vanishes. The lady of manifestation is the same, she has feminine attributes in fact in my personal cosmology.

In a way you can find out that a babau is a babau becuase only thinking of the eventuality of letting go of that need and decide to be happy without feels deeply offensive. So an exercise of attraction pertinent to this idea is daydreaming of a happy life without a slim body for me, without hearing for Ynaig, without money for Beth, without a man for Monica, etc. Damn, it was painful even to write it! please don't hate me for this. But loosing the grip is oh! so essential I think.
This is exaclty what I'm going to do in these next days in Mexico City and when I'm back I will report.

edit: I just wanted to add this.
It isn't a renunciation or a giving up. It is a deliberate decision to never anymore allow my happiness to be conditioned by that factor. A deliberate decision to realize that my exuberance is so much stronger than that fear. That scary thing will not stop me anymore, no matter if I have to live with it for years or a lifetime. I'm bigger than you, darling. Something like that.