been there done that
I can imagine, 94117, that you feel it is appropriate for you to defend FEMA and that you also feel in your conscience that you should share in it's guilt and failures. IF it is really true that you recovered by having a good job and good skills that were GIVEN to you by having the opportunity of a good education, than you were very fortunate (more than others) and you should simply be HAPPY,...without sneering at VICTIMS that still suffer misfortune. By refusing to do so, YOU are the cause of the fate of your conscience (but your conscience fears that you should "own up" to your deeds, so you hide behind a number, lest you use a name and become a person).
Have you come to the Hurricane forum simply to gloat and mock so you can redeem your conscience and your ego, and are a naysayer for the sake of your own conscience? Very often, people used to be proud of their work and what they wrote, and they would sign their name to it because they were proud of their accomplishment, but you are not proud of your work or your attitudes, so you use a number (small wonder).