Thank you, Zoebess!
What a nice thing to come home to!
I've been getting out so little...you know. And it is important to get out and participate in the world. Perhaps that is part of what holds us back, wanting to be the same as others, and feeling unacceptable.
I came across something the other day on the Ask Humaworm forum, that made my chin drop to my chest. You might find something in it. I'll go get the URL's...
http://www.neuraltherapy.com/a_metals_disease.asp
This link was given by poster #82374, and the penny dropped, for me!
Trauma, physical or emotional; weak places in our bodies; excesses, toxins, and heavy metals dropped there; candida, etc., and
parasites attracted to the mess. Then the messes THEY leave.
When cleansing, do all the gentle and effective things, like the good-salt baths; mild anti-
parasite foods (bitters); movement, build slowly; and release old trauma, by just letting it go, say so to yourself. You may feel grouchy, or fearful, a bit, here and there...but just recognize them for what they are...old incidents showing what they were to you. Just recognize them...and they will vanish. They are no longer important.
Begin establishing your new routines and thoughts...and testing which work best...which you prefer.
And be patient.
If you think you were 'bad', in some ways...that's okay...you'll do better now.
And, you couldn't have been all 'bad'...else you wouldn't be breathing now!
My husband tells of the time an old friend told him that they couldn't believe he made it to adulthood...he figured someone would have killed him first. My husband apparently was that frustrated a little boy.
There was a time when the postman wouldn't deliver to their house because he was in the front yard.
I know that when he was six, a teacher tied his left hand behind his back, to force him to use his right. His momma stormed the school, and put a stop to THAT! But my husband then stammered so badly that he couldn't say his own name, for four years.
Incidents that meant little to adults can stick with a child far longer than necessary.
Embarrassment is a biggie, I know from my own life.
Unexpected rejection is another.
Even realizing that we have a 'health problem' can stop us in our tracks, as adults.
But, as long as we draw breath, we can be sure that we belong in this world, and things can get better for us.
Our bodies are magnificent and wonderous things. Believe that...trust it.
"I release all restrictions." Then your sub-conscious goes to work and does it.
Good health and strength, everyone.
F.