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Day 17& 18 &19
Life is Cool lyrics
Date: 5/19/2007 12:00:33 AM ( 17 y ) ... viewed 2176 times Symptoms:
skin:
face ok
neck a little dry
shoulder ok
chest smooth
abdomen a little dry
upper arm smooth
elbow mildly dry *****focus*****
lower arm ok
right wrist skin healed
hand smooth
inner thigh a little dry
back thigh smooth
knee cap mildly dry, inflamation areas *****focus*****
back of knee dry, mildly inflammed *****FOCUS*****
lower leg skin renewing (YUCK YUCK YUCK YUCK)*****focus*****
feet ventrum dry and still healing
ankled healed, dry
tongue: thin white film on whole tongue
odour:
BM:
others:felt the stinging sensation of nerves in my left hand, sneezed out mucus
overall:
sleep: 5 hrs (man what is wrong with me! I got to sleep more)
Exercise
1.went to clinics
Medication
0 GNC Ultimate Cleanse
0 Multivitamin
0 Evening Primrose Oil capsules
500 ml natural mineral water
Goals:
1. I want fantastic health, free of diseases and addictions.
2. Clear eczema
3. Fight bulimia
No problems as of yet. Just busy and have not had the time to write down in the blog. I need sleep. I NEEEEEEEEEEED SLEEP!!!!
Emotional Issue 7: Poor body image
Is it normal or is it just me that I am dissatisfied with my body every once in a while in the course of a day? It seems to be a present concern in my mind. I have been told that I have pretty features and all, but I see myself as fat and ugly. These thoughts make me insecure. I think poor body image is best summed up as insecurity feeding on insecurity and creating a vicious cycle. You see, I perceive wearing short shorts sexy and beautiful. However with my eczema, I have had to give up shorts for a number of years and that makes me feel unsexy and unbeautiful. The perceptions I have of things within and without me determine how I feel about myself and the world around me. If my perceptions are exaggerated and unreasonable, they could easily engender insecurity and inadequacy, which leads to a positive feedback.
This is what I will do. Yes I love short shorts, especially with a flirty top and high heels and with my signature accessories, earrings. Yes, short shorts make me look sexy and beautiful. But without short shorts I am also pretty. But right now, I have a condition and I am working at it through fasting. Fasting involves the process, which should be given adequate attention. Be hopeful of the end, because by then, I will gain more than just wearing short shorts but radiant health. Isn't that killing two birds with one stone?
So believe, be aware of the fasting process and be positive that I can, I deserve, I will make my body work for me.
Life is Cool
I never really try to be positive
I’m too damn busy being negative
So focused on what I get
And never understand what it means to live
You know we all love to just complain
But maybe we should try to rearrange
There’s always someone
Who’s got it worse than you
(chorus)
My life is so cool
My life is so cool
Oh yeah
From a different point of view
(verse 2)
We’re all so busy tryin’to get ahead
Got a pillow of fear when we go to bed
We’re never satisfied
The grass is greener on the other side
We're so distracted with the jealousy
Forget it’s in our hands to stop the agony
Will you ever be content
On your side of the fence?
(verse 3)
Maybe you’re the guy who needs a second chance
Maybe you’re the girl who’s never asked to dance
Maybe you’re lonely soul
A single mother scared and all alone
Gotta remember we live what we choose
It’s not what you say It’s what you do
And the life you want
Is the life you have to make
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