I have to get it together

I feel like I'm falling apart. Maybe my body doesn't like food.

Date:   4/20/2007 2:28:36 PM   ( 17 y ) ... viewed 2236 times

It is officially 2 weeks post my fast. I should have a lot of positive things to report. I will. I promise. But right now, I’m feeling really disconnected from my body. I usually know what’s going on within and without of myself. This may sound crazy, but I have always been able to “dialogue” to my body and know exactly was going on. It’s not talking to me. I have been having the oddest collection of symptoms. Explosive diarrhea, crippling headaches, unstimulated cramping and severe unrelenting toothaches. The calendar says that the moon will soon be upon me, but it’s too soon to have these symptoms. And what’s with the toothaches? I’m a dentist for God’s sake. I know that I have not been neglecting and mistreating my mouth.

I did what I said I would. No more bread or refined sugar. No meat. I haven’t been fasting for days on end, but I only take 1 small meal per day. Seems to keep the dizziness at bay. I have been afraid to get on the scale. I got on the scale 2 days after ending my fast, and I had gained almost 10lbs. Although I just took in a favorite skirt in 2 inches on both sides. Go figure. I am still trying to keep up with my exercising. I walk every weekend (Last weekend I hiked! Me!), and aerobics is down to once a week. I try to compensate by doing 100 crunches on days I don’t exercise.

I want to be rich so I can get liposuction. I’d have to be rich because it seems like a frivolous expense.

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