Apfel Strawbee Juice... An owl just called to me, and then flew in my general direction. I love owls.. they've always been there for me in major turning points in my life.
Date: 8/21/2006 11:52:51 PM ( 15 y ) ... viewed 2640 times
"It's something unpredictable/
But in the end, it's right/
I hope you had the time of your life."
It still hasn't really hit me yet that I'm leaving.
Leaving the state,
Leaving the country,
Leaving the continent...
I'm very excited. I have so many goals I'm working to accomplish - becoming someone for Me, for others.
I've been studying extensively for the last few days. I've e-mailed and contacted a lot of people. Some have answered. Some have not. I think a few Beings are a bit tired of my questions. Some are from Curezone - a majority of them are not. If any of you read this, I apologize, and thank you for the time.
Today I fasted on Barley juice until 8:30 pm. I binged a little when I ate dinner [mainly nuts and seeds, some fruit, lots of fruit juice], but I'm still proud that I'm making progress. I've very proud. Tomorrow I'm going to begin Sheldon's Vitamin E enema procedure, but I'm going to use Palm and Coconut oil instead of pharmaceutical Vitamin E. Unlike the Vitamin E capsules, Palm oil is not water soluable, but I believe the benefits of the Coconut and Palm oil will still do wonders. Tomorrow I plan on just drinking Barley juice... and maybe a little bit of Coconut oil to help clean out my lymph nodes.
A lot of people have commented on my change in attitude since I've listened to the audio file that Lapis posted. Thanks so much for that, Lapis.
My friends are pressing for me to go to California. I think I'll leave Thursday night for California, get there on Saturday, and spend a week or two saying goodbye to my friends. I might even be brave enough to visit my father. I haven't spoken to him in over a year.
Most of all, I desire to go to the beach. I'm choosing to stay there all day when I get over to CA, and then at night I'll visit people. I desire to bask in the sand, and bury myself and make the same sand-beds I used to lounge in whenever I'd go. That's when I felt the most at home.
I think I'll only have a few days in Texas when I come back, then I'm saying goodbye to everyone here to leave for Venezuela. So far, it's confirmed that only the doctor and I are going, but my brother and the doctor's friend are expressing interest.
I feel so excited. I'm choosing to succeed.
If anyone has any suggestions on healing intestines for normal bowel movements and getting off enema depedency [and keeping away intestinal swelling], would you please let me know?