Dear Lady:

Wish we could sit down and go over your views...  It seems that you need to adjust your attitude and place happiness in front of the greif...  Yes I understand that things happen and we (you) run into brick walls sometimes, but it those who get up and go on that live the full and best lives...  { I too have been down some detours and dead end roads; but HEY I saw the light and realized that I can be as happy as I let myself be!!   HUH!!

So lets get our self together and rethink what and how we are going to act!! First you must be your own best friend, then start looking for the GOOD things in life and seek after these... They will lead your heart to even higher and better things... 

BTW sometimes I even follow my own advise!!

So let me know if I can be of help, and remember someone cares and prays for you... 

P.S.  Start or continue to write your book, and very soon next year we will see about getting it published...  Maybe we can do lunch!! Then you will be free to seek your destiny!!

Your friend; and mentor....  Kermit