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Day 17, sorry guy didn't mean to confuse ya :)
In a nut shell, I sure DON'T to stop
Date: 2/17/2006 11:40:09 AM ( 18 y ) ... viewed 3188 times Hey everyone,
I'm still here, thanks dazzle & Julie. I didn't mean to confuse you all. Okay, let me see if I can make more sense. These last 3 days I haven't been hungry AT ALL. I don't quit seem to have the energy though, I'm not drinking the juice like I should, so I did go out a buy some frozen wheat grass. I don't even have an appetite for water I'm making myself drink it. I REALLY want to finish the fast , what, 13 days now, it's right around the corner. The fact that I'm not hungry makes stopping easier because I'm not being motivated by my flesh (will). But the feelings of freedom are sooooo wonderful, I don't want to stop. The hard part is gone. I'm really good about telling God things and leaving them alone, that's one of my strong points, my husband and children say I have the discipline of a rock. Meaning I will endure everything. So in a nut shell "I sure don't want to stop!". But, on the other hand I don't want to know in 1 week we've got to go to New Orleans and have to prepare physically. So, I thought a good compromise would be juicing and eating a hand full of veggies or fruit once a day, so if we don't go I would still be able to continue the juicing if I choose to do so. I feel good either way pretty much, I don't want this to be a bondage to me, I've actually had a great time blogging and fasting. I still intend to continue doing both. And just got new from my hubby this morning, he might be building something right here,damage from IVAN no less. But that job won't start for 2 weeks. We'll see. Still open for ideas, believe me I appreciate them.
But God
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