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Go #$&^ yourself!
How 'bout a nice hot cup of STFU!
Date: 10/2/2005 11:47:36 AM ( 19 y ) ... viewed 2075 times I just don't feel good today.....which is usually mental and not physical. I cant seem to shake the circumstances of today out of my head.....I guess I feel that I have been wronged.
I was supposed to take my grandpa to the airport this morning. It would have required that I get up at 4:45 AM. Of course I did not really want to get up that early but my dad and I agreed that I would do it. So I let my grandpa know that he should wake me up when he needed the ride. So I wake up at 6:45 wondering what happened. I went to his room, he was gone, not at the house. I checked my dads room where he was still asleep (my dad). So I went back to be figuring that he did not want to bother me. Then I find out later from my dad that my grandpa did not want to wake me up because he felt that I did not want to take him to the airport. This pissed me off for some reason. Then there was a list of things that I had done that made him unhappy while I was here.....what the f***! Of course I did not want to wake up at 4:45 am, I take my sleep very seriously, and I am sorry if I had conveyed that to you non-verbally. But just because I do not want to do somehting doesn't mean that I wont do it. I am trying to not be the selfish %¤#&!§-that I used to be. It's not all about me anymore, grandpa! An about that other shit, I cleaned up my clothes that were outside drying...they were out there because I didn't want to spend your money by using your laundry machine! And I'm sorry for saying that hot water is used when you do whites in the laundry! I didn't realize how you felt about using cold water for everything! Now about the bike....that's where I really f***ed up. I left it outside the garage and forgot to bring it inside once I came in the other way, twice! I'm really sorry about that, I will not let it happen again.....
Now I have to deal with the fact that I have not talked to him yet.....the worst part about it is that I have let it incubate in my head and only tried to call him once to no avail. Not to mention the fact that I am only visiting him now, but will be moving in within 2 months! I will have to learn to conform to his wills.......he will be a new higher power in my life, NICE!
WTF, I just need to call him and get it over with. But I am not sure how to react to the whole thing. I fell that I should stand on my ground and tell him that he's being a selfish f***! Or is it me that's being selfish? Whatever, I'll just call him and be the subordinate person I'll have to be once I move in here......oh the irony!
Wow, I'm really really bitter! Over such a small thing!
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