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Saturday
poor me
Date: 9/24/2005 9:10:46 PM ( 19 y ) ... viewed 1847 times It's saturday night....I'm in front of my computer.....feeling lonely....what happened?
I should have know that my ex-girlfriend was going to flake out on dinner tonight. I'm the %¤#&!§-that drove 45 minutes to meet her while waiting for her to call. Rather then lettign dinner go to waste, I ate by myself. I would have been fine if I had stopped when all the food was gone, but I just hat to order more. And of course that ruined the satisfaction I felt from the first portion.
I thought about stopping by Coldstone Creamery on the way home but managed to stay away from there. I really felt the effect of dinner on my body while driving home. I was close to passing out.....not quite.....more like very low energy.....since most of it was trying to digest the crap I just put in it. Quite an interesting effect. I made it home, ate some raw dessert food that I made during the week...it took care of the cravings for sweets.
The plan was to watch a movie that I borrowed from a friend but it turns out that it's more of a documentary. I've decided to pass on that movie.
So I've been checking out the forums, parasite cleansing, bowl cleansing, and liver flushing are next. Tomorrow I will make some pomegranate and orange juice for breakfast. Then I'll go to yoga....
So where is my head right now? Let's take a step back here and take a look at this day. The plan was to meed the ex for dinner and go watch my sister who cannot be trusted by my parents. But since my dinner was goin to overlap my parents absence, they decided to send my sister to my grandmoms.....my feeling is that they are just being the same parents that I had when I was growing up. She's all messed up and they are trying whatever makes sense to the to correct/control her. Poor girl....they just found out that she's been getting trashed on the weekends...nice! So on the way home I gave myself the option of stopping by my grandmoms house to se her and my sister, or just go straight home. Since I was feeling like I was, decided to be selfish and come home.
I just got that crazy idea to go to Coldstone Creamery.....nice! I want to eat my emotions.
What do I really want to do right now? I'd rather be driving with my tunes pumping in the car, but where would I go? Does there have to be a destination? I feel fatigued......maybe I should just settle on a movie and the get to bed.....
What am I doing??? My face feels gross, I'll go wash it....
That feels better.
My roomates are home but I dont feel like talking to them...I do feel like eating though. Thats retarted because I am not humgry, still full from dinner! Damn you emotions!
Oh yea! I'm going on vacation on Tuesday and I have to pack stuff.....great! What do I want to bring that I will need down there when I move? OMG I moving in exactly 2 months!!!!!!!!!!!
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