Just some thoughts
I was thinking about my life
Date: 5/5/2005 1:37:57 PM ( 19 y ) ... viewed 1825 times Some days ago one of my friend asked me to write down what I eat. I think it is a good thing for me, and for her, too. Reading my recepts I can see, what is good, what I should improve, and my friend can help to prepare fine dishes.
It is difficult for me to write down in English, so I will do it on my hungarian site.
I would like to help people to change their lifestyle, because it is very difficult for me to do alone. Sometimes I would like somebody to be here who could tell me doing or not doing something. When I say rosary, I can feel God, but during the day my attention is on the work, and I am not able to listen to my inner voice. I wait the evening, when I can take rest and try "to connect" to God.
An other question is, that if I should live in marriage, or not. I am 33-year-old, I have 2 children, and a husband. I like my husband, but I feel he is like my brother, not my husband. I experienced God during sex, but now I feel, I have to change. Maybe I am old, already :-) Or I am at the gate, where we have to turn our attention from the phisical world to the spirituality? Or I have stress-release?
I think, every life is unique. Sometimes we have problams, sometimes we are happy. I would like to understand, what God wants, when I make my decisions, and can fulfill his/her wishes!
Have a nice day and night!
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