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Making Progress
Making Progress with the right side of the bed.
Date: 8/7/2007 11:03:41 AM ( 17 y ) ... viewed 1146 times
7:10 PM
Called Nuva Yeetah.
Suhruday is helping with abandonment feelings.
I am doing really good work packing up
frames that were on the side of the bed.
Removed some frames in a plastic crate
from dining room....that has been a long time coming.
Opened the box of protective overalls.
I am about to go into the basement office back area
to get an inventory of the other frames.
1:47 PM
August 7, 07
Now What?
I am feeling really abandoned.
Oh, my God!
I can tag this on a one place right now,
but it goes deeper....
Many abandoned dreams here....in these books
and things.
Coming up as I look at letting things go
or moving them around.
12:18 PM
August 7, 07
Clearing the table where the
PC is stored. I am mainly a Mac person.
I build my Web Sites on Cute Site builder.
There are Back Up copies on the table
so I want to back up now.
This proves difficult.
I can not figure out how to do it.
Lots of imcompetency feelings are coming up.
I pray some. I relax. I get it.
I do not know how to read how much
room is on this PC, so I start to
open up Images to cut some off.
I have not heard from Judith in a while.
She has not returned my call.
She is keeping back because I am
not able to get rid of stuff as she
advised?
There are lots of bad dreams in this books.
H is right.
I have set this valuable time to declutter,
but if I do not follow the coaching I fear
not getting back to the Present.
I am somewhere in the past with these books.
Things are going slow.
IT is only 12:23 PM.
I better get back on track.
What to do with all these books?
Controversial Bookstore...
http://controversialbookstore.com/
12:42 PM
Oh now I get it.
I am doing something that is very difficult for me to do!
That is why I am feeling incompetent. That is my learning style.
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Talked to Doug....old friend/ally from 70's
they moved. Not buying books now...
PCOM Library?
574-6932;PCOM, 574-6909
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Dr Jensen talked about being different decades--
is thar what this is?
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Cindy--
Librarian--
Naomi---2001--
Mon-Tues-Wed--
Librarian
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9:12 AM
I am hungry.
Better get to it
before I lose the morning new energies
to cleanup!
Turned on the music!
Love,
Leslie
8:49 PM
August 7, 2007
Life Review:
I have been looking at my "Failings" first
and make myself unhappy.
I have been looking at more than I can do
and feeling bad about it.
Yesterday, I had a breakthrough.
Toward the late afternoon I slowed down.
I started to work on the area of the right side of the bed.
I am in a summer of letting go -- i.e, decluttering.
I see where the real wealth I admire
has lots of empty space.
I finally made some progress yesterday.
Most of the day seemed meaningless.
I was going through pill bottles and putting things
from under the bed.
I tossed out bunches.
I want to create a Pharmacy in some of the Space I will clear
of books I will let go down there.
I want to keep going today.
The Rosh Hashana music on Itunes I created for the
Whole Being Weekend are giving me energy.
Kathy gave me good energy yesterday.
It was nice to see her lying on my bed resting
while I was going through some things.
Marcia was over here yesterday too. It was
her cleanup day.
Kathy helped me take the EG Mobile down to
Mike's and then dropped me back over there later
after her own PCOM appointment.
Mike fixed the high and low beam relay. $89.00
Then I went to accupuncture. Melissa's treatment
was very good. It give me a different perspective.
All the overwhelm has had been wanting love's expression
that was not available. I have feeling less attached now
and more in balance. When I am inside myself that is easier.
I am seeing more the writing on the wall:
The less things I have, the more space for my Treasures
and Soul activities to have room to grow.
I want to believe again in the beauty of my own creations
that are showing themselves as I clear dust.
I feel more positive.
I am going to keep going.
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Very, very active night.
I seemed to be awake more than asleep.
some vivid dreams, but I lost them.
Something with William Aura.
I have been feeling very hopeless
about the future, but feel glimmers of
turning that around.
I was moving things in my room all night.
It really is making a diffence clearing that space.
I want to get more be better and more willing to toss out.
I have a crown tomorrow on a tooth.
I will stop at OB People's Food and pick up bunches of empty
boxes.
Thank you for allowing me to feel uplifted now.
Leslie
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