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Dream Interpretation
and Insights
This is my morning
interpretation of the Dream
of the Dream I had last night.
Date: 11/26/2006 12:19:51 PM ( 18 y ) ... viewed 1102 times
These three blogs go together:
The Housing:
http://curezone.com/blogs/m.asp?f=92&i=2031
The interpretion of this Dream
and what I mulled over is here:
http://curezone.com/blogs/m.asp?f=92&i=2033
The incident of EG Mobile Car problem
is related here:
http://curezone.com/blogs/m.asp?f=92&i=2030
9:31 AM
11/26/06
The essence of the dream was:
seeing the good, something fantastic
growing down the road, outside,
farther away, but missing
that the good was right here at where
I am.
It had to to do with Self Worth
and Self Esteem.
Many times in my life, I ask,
what is the Highest Option I have for today?
Where do I want to be?
There were two events I would have liked
to do up there, but the only way I could have
done them was with harmony with where I was staying.
The best harmony I could create was through leaving
where I was. I could not find another place to stay
so that I could stay up there. NO one returned my calls.
I was with Twin Soul/Best Friend at her home.
We are wired that we will have wonderful loving times,
and we were having them,
but then she needs her space, so I leave. We are presently
wired that way. She starts to feel jumpy, annoyed, scared,
boxed, captured, boundary violated.
We would have had to be electriclly wired differently
for me to have stayed.
It would have been really great to stay and go with her
to a happening today. I would have told everyone
about The Fifth Day, and that would have been a really healing
experience, but I did not even see that until after I came home.
I was at a party as well on Thursday night....all the elements
were there to create a Grand Powerful Event...It Could have been
a Royal Coming Out for "Rekindling of Faith" but I missed that.
The Hostess, in her Wiring, did was choosing a lesser choice
based on Self Worth issues. She could not see how Great it was
what she did. I wish I could be more specific on this, but
I do not want to break trust.
In any case, I see where the way I am wired, the way
those around me are wired, determines how much is made out of the
opportunity to Co-create something Extraordinary and Divine.
Then I went out to the EG Mobile.
I have a relationship with Spirit.
I gave permission for my Life to be of Service to the Highest
Growth, so Spirit will Play with Phenomena to teach me things.
A couple days before the Pacific Symposium,
I was right in the middle of Preparation, and
the EG Mobile would not start. I was right about to go
and do printing.
I could not believe that this was happening. I have spent
the entire Summer working as hard as possible to get the EG Mobile
functional, but the same wiring energetic dilemma's kept happening
wanting to teach me things.
So, that time, I felt like walking, but I called a friend,
and she made it possible to get ALL my work done, and then on top[
of this....she helped me to get to the FM to pick up all the things
I needed the following Sunday!!! I learned ALL about not doing it
myself.
In my Mind's Eye, I saw me staying up there yesterday...
I would have had to Create Magic. Enchanted Magic is only
possible through Choosing the Highest Harmony and Copperation,
but I do not have that as yet with Twin Soul/Best Friend...
at least not in my head.
The Choice I made and she made was to honor our boundaries--
I did not want to press it. I did not feel comfortable asking
to stay there. Then, I went out and the EG Mobile would not start!!!!
That was unbelievable that it would not start!!!!
All I could think was...call a Tow truck....
They will get me started and I will make it home!!!!
If I was in my Magic, I might have been Wired to Imagine...
ask Twin Soul/Best Friend to look at this with me.
She looked at it Materialistically. She said,
something about time to Upgrade the EG Mobile.
We never looked at it Spiritually or Energetically.
The Energetics were how we were WIRED up against
our points of inner tension--the Growth yet to do.
But the Fifth Day is about Massive Transformation
in the Moment so we learn Immediately what we have to KNOW
NOW-NOW-NOW!! Time Collaspes! We Must Learn things NOW-
The Whole Universe is conspiring to Create Opportunities.
Twin Soul/Best Friend was thinking she wanted to go
someplace today without me...she already had a friend
from Iran she wanted to meet and go up there. She could
not imagine taking me with her too! That was up against
her Mental Wiring.
Yet, in the EG Mobile, Spirit has asked me to bring
a Special Squash from Iran....I had a Vision of Twin Soul/
Best Friend sitting on the Squash!!! I never Fulfilled that
Vision! Then, while I was mulling, I could see how I too
could have benefitted from meeting her New Friend from Iran...
he was into some amazing work!
Because of our Wiring we See the smaller thing in
Consciousness.
We do not see the Unbroken Wholeness in flowing Movement.
I am not even sure I have what it takes to explain what
I am writing here to Twin Soul/best Friend, without my own
Limited Wiring coming up!!!!!!
In TMC Shen is Consciousness.
We use Jeng--potential up as in a bank account--
to get more Shen.
I used up a bunch of Jeng yesterday with Twin Soul/Best Friend
but we did not use as much of the Jeng--the lovemaking--
to get to a new Magical Enchanted Place in Consciousness
to make Today a Really, unBelievable Re-mem-ber-ing of Wholeness!
We were not fast enough--we did not have enough New Wiring.
We are both so self absorbed it takes up long months to learn,
but in this Fifth Day--the Year now Beginning, we have the
Opportunity to be Wired differently!!!!
These are some of the things I was mulling after the Dream
I had.
I choose in the Dream to Write out one of the Opportunties
that is Pressing--The Wonderful Opportunity--with the House.
I came home and had a Prophetic Dream!
And then, I had other High Dreams!
I do not imagine I could have had those dreams in the home
of TwinSoul/Best Friend. They were State Specific.
She was So very Sweet--the last thing she said, was call
her if I need her!!! She said that as I was pulling away...
but we could have Chosen something different!
I could have stayed and gone with her.
I also wanted to visit my Father.
I called him from her home.
Then, when I came home, there was a little birthday card
from my father. He said, he missed me!
On the phone, he said he was going into the hospital
again on Wed because something is not feeling right in his
head. Who knows what that is?
If the EG Mobile was working, and I heard from Rina
I would have gone up there, but that call did not return.
My call from my other ally up there, did not come through either.
So I left and came home, taking a chance that I would make it home.
Then when I got here, I turned off the EG Mobile, and then,
turned it on! It worked! Up at Twin Soul/Best Friend, I it would
not Start!!!! Something did not want it to Start! Something
wanted me to Slow Down and See Deeper, but I did not do that!!!
This is not the first time, I have run scared away from
a learning breakthrough with Twin Soul/Best Friend.
We did have some wonderful breakthroughs making love--
this was really unexpected that we would make love.
I learned a lot from that about her. I imagine she
may have learned some important things too!
In the Chess Game of Life, it make sense not to come home
last night!!!
It also showed me a lesson about Spending Money!!!!
Dr. Jensen, Edmond Bordeaux Szekely, William Aura.
I know all three had hard times, but they spent money
and invested in themselves in spite of it!!!
Dr. Jensen spent $1 million on one book!!!
He was always in debt, but he also was a millionaire
because he took risks. The Professor did the same thing.
He was being chased by the Nazi's. He arrrived in the New
World with Faith, more than money. He started
Rancho La Puerto on a Seed Dream. He and wife Deborah
in later life become highly affluent. I watched William
invest heavily money on productions, money he did not have!
He ended up way ahead in the game of life, with many
productions and much success because he went for his dreams!
The EG Mobile is still in a vulnerable place.
I have had the choice of turning it over to a new mechanic
who is a specialist, but he will likely charge me an arm
and a leg to fix it. I keep bringing it to my Old Mechanic
who has heart, and charges me less, but I cannot rely on
its Stability!!! Because of not investing in the EG Mobile
and taking it to the Best, I was in that place last night
where I put extra tension on Twinsoul/best friend and on me.
I had no idea that the EG Mobile had an option of not starting!!!
It started the day before at the Joe the Farmer ranch!
It has a pattern of not starting in convenient places,
through Grace. It seems to break down where It will be
easy on me.
More later...other things to write out...
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