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On Our Watch
Morning Blah, Blah, Blah,
from Your Enchanted Gardener.
Date: 6/7/2005 9:09:57 PM ( 19 y ) ... viewed 1204 times A close friend was asking me a question
yesterday that I could not take time to answer
because I had so many other inspirations
that were all standing in Line with numbers
and were making demands on me.
I was sitting here all day at the computer
attempting to satisfy the needs of these inspirations.
I was telling my friend
about this incredible alliance of Souls
I had met on Saturday at Tierra Miguel
Foundation Farm and CSA.
I will explain what a CSA is in another Blog.
The program at Tierra Miguel was
organized by a woman named Wiep de Vries.
She has organized the LA Alliance for Childhood.
It is a masterful Soul Group Activity doing much
good in the LA, San Fernando Valley, and other Valleys
in the Altadena, Pasadena, and those areas above
LA.
Read about it here:
http://curezone.com/blogs/m.asp?f=92&i=395
It is an Alliance of doctors, and really great people
in all kinds of fields who all seem to have some awareness
of nature and what children really need.
I saw one page of her site briefly that speaks to
the many kinds of Disabiltiies that Kids get because
they are vaccinated. Another page was about toxic free
living. Others were involved with Steiner projects such
as either Eurhythmy dance movements, work with troubled
kids, arts and crafts, gardening, Feng Shui, etc. Many
supported the CSA and were drop off points for the home
delivered BioDynamic Foods, I sensed. They all traveled
on a bus to Tierra Miguel out in the country where we
were meeting.
Many seemed to be Lights in their areas and bridges of Love
through the darkness.
In the Essene work, it speaks to the power of Lighting a Single
Candle in the Dark vs Cursing the Darkness.
My friend was feeling it was so incongruous.
Why were this BioDynamically Aware Souls all in these dark
suburban places of LA region?
Once Upon a Time, in the Days when the New Age was young
I was involved with organizing workshops for Kevin Ryerson
as a Way to spend time with my Essene Teacher
John, son of Zebedee. We were at a place called Healing Waters
in Eden Arizona, a place where Native Americans would go
on Equinoxes and Solstices to do healing work in the Hot Springs.
There were many lovely Hot Springs...really idyllic,
but we were guided to go a distance from the nice Hot Springs
to this one Hot Spring area that looked delapidated and out of
balance with nature.
I asked during the channeling, why were were we asked
to come Way Out Here when we could be in a much nicer
harmonious place.
John, scanned the scene.
"Can you not sense the presence of Deva's and Angelic
Forces here?" he asked.
"The Angels and Deva's go where they are needed most."
he told us. "They are here because this place needs healing.
We are here because this place needs the presence of our
Souls."
This ties in with the Vision I had yesterday about the Anatomy
of Wholeness Model I want to write up.
We are here to be connectors between Heaven, Earth, and Humanity.
We are each placed as Wounded Healers in Narrow Places
where God's Love is deeply needed. Love loves humanity through
each of us Loving.
If we hide our Light, if we do not accept the Gift that we choose
to be where we are, we miss the point.
I want to celebrate your Birth Day because there are times
in your darkness you can not see where you are.
So I your Lover, come to Love you through this Darkness
and give you moments of Joy.
Hopefully, you will take this in and use this God Given gift
of Love for your own Purposes.
I often have gone to many great Conferences of Souls.
I shine in these places. I sometimes hardly can Arrive,
I am so weary from my Life in the Narrow places.
When we come together, regardless of how I feel,
by simply Choosing to Go, even though I do not have
what it takes to hardly get there, I am amazed to be in the
Energy of Love. Suddenly, I am infused and I Re Mem Ber
all my broken pieces. They come together.
I would ask myself, why can't all these Lights live in the same
area? Wouldn't Life be Heaven on Earth if we lived all in the same
City or Neighborhood? But then I realize, we each choose to
be in the area where we were born or live so we could raise up
that area through working through the Darkness.
My story is needed by so many people.
Your story is needed by so many people.
Do you imagine that the pain you are suffering is just for you?
Would I ever have willingly gone through so much pain in my
life if this were not to serve others, to uplift others?
I would have killed myself rather than go through so much
of an ordeal of health problems.
But look, look at all the inspiration that has come from
my imbalance? Genius is a state of imbalance. It has always
been.
The wounded healers path is the prophet's path.
Do you imagine that your suffering and all your lack of awareness
was meant to be held silently as you suffer?
Do you imagine that your problems are just for you.
You are the Lucky One.
You can make choices.
You can Love. You can take in Joy.
You have friends, if you look around.
You can feel fear and anger.
You can transform fear and anger
into Love.
Love is the connector. it holds together
our Anatomy of Wholeness.
There are the Chakras...the Sephirot
in the Tree of Light Model. In between
each Energy center is a narrow place,
a Crack, a short circuit.
You have this delicious set of problems
because you have within you the capacity
to be a connector. You have the capacity
to rise up so even when you cannot see
I accept you, I Love you, I am here for you
just the way you are.
I am here to give you this.
I am nere because in my innocence
I can not remember the times when I am
hurt by you. I do not have it me to hold on
to the pain, just as I know you will Return Again
to Love because you are Love and it is your Nature
to Love. No fear you feel is stronger than Love.
No Thought can keep you for Love.
Your problems are not to break you.
You are placed here in this place to turn your
breakdowns into breakthroughs.
Look what Jesus did on his Watch.
He gave up the Greatest Gift--Life.
He demonstrated the Perfect Act of
Unselfishness, so others would not
have to suffer so.
To be Selfish is to cut ourselves off from
Love.
What is going to happen On Our Watch?
What will happen from our Light Tower
when all is said and done?
The world needs desperately your story.
They need to know how you got from here
where you are to where you will inevitably
go. These are the pages of your story.
Tell it. I want to hear your groan.
I want to hear your moans of pleasure
when you can summon the courage
to be open.
I promise you. You will get out of this
swamp. You will get out of this Hot Spring
that needs so much Love.
Unless you write your way out of this--
unless you take time to write without Judgement
where you are now, how do you imagine
you will ever get somewhere else?
There is a Seed Dream--a plan right
underneath. It is buried here in the Crack
and it is going to Crack through.
I am your Witness.
Express Your self.
This is why I celebrate your Birth Day
even when you say in advance you will not.
This is Why I make special moments
out of Holidays with you. This is why
I celebrate anything I can with you
so we can turn on the music and dance.
The Dance is Everything.
Morning Blah, Blah, Blah,
from Your Enchanted Gardener
going back to bed
6:19 AM
San Diego, CA
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