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stressful dream said it all
stressful dream said it all
Date: 2/4/2014 10:00:52 AM ( 10 y ) ... viewed 9792 times
Capturing thoughts for self healing.
I took action. Wrote a letter to address concern,
The next day, Feb 5, I am dealing with an intense walking imbalance
that i trace physically to an inner ear condition.
Do research now.
In bed,
Feb 5, 2014
10:22 am
stressful dream said it all
Nadine took me to a dorm. We were getting a room. There was another woman and a child on two other beds,
I knew the other woman. I liked her. This was going to be a good living arrangement.
I was talking to her.
Nadine helped me put my things under the bed,
Then the manager came in.
There was some kind of hub hub going on.
They were moving three more beds into the room.
This was too much and upsetting.
I was wanting to be cordial to the manager.
He explained that someone had backed out of a contract and there were extra beds that needed to go in our room.
The rent was going to be cheaper per person was something on my mind later, but there were too many people in a tiny space.
I was attempting to be cordial to the manager and not get overheated,
This just wasn't going to work.
my things under the bed suddenly became an issue.
I felt i had too many things,
strange concerns came into my head about too many people being stuffed in the small space of the room and my head.
i have too many difficult people stuffed in my head to deal with.
What am I doing with my time?
Yesterday, i was multi tasking attempting to do too many things at once.
I was getting stressed,
BOTH AWKWARD
OR:
Some of the things had to do with others I am living with that are requiring I give attention to issues they are bringing up that I need to address or I was attempting to address,
REVISED: Feb 5
Some of the things on my mind have to do with addressing or attempting to address issues that have to do with others I am living with. I have to deal with these issues. They require my attention. Living with others is requiring I give attention to these issues that I need to address or I was attempting to address,
I realize i am distracting myself from work I need to do, like last night, through watching sports,
I have actually gotten myself interested in college basketball!
This is disturbing.
It is so much less Stressful than writing a book that has a deadline.
I also must have started three vids lately, that all are unfinished.
I realize I am losing my focus again.
I go to another url and forget what i am doing.
This is scary.
It is a byproduct of too much to tend too.
I am in shock right now and very nervous.
Another upset of the dream was the Nadine was not living in the dorm room!
Where did she go?
i didn't see she was gone.I am feeling abandoned.
Why am I suppose to be addressing?
7:58 am
what a way to begin another new day filled with bracing myself so i can control too many difficult things that I want to block out of my mind.
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