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Pondering...
Mid Day Weigh-in
Date: 8/3/2013 7:57:06 AM ( 11 y ) ... viewed 849 times So this morning I went to the Mall. Not once did I go into a food store or restaurant. I won't deny the fact that the temptation was there to stop in at KFC and order the following:
-chilli cheese fries;
- twister with a slice of cheese;
4 hot/zinger wings
That is my normal order. But today I walked past and the main reason was because I had just spent money buying five different dresses for summer. These dresses will be my sorce of inspiration as I have purchased them in a smaller size. They are extremely cute and I'm sure that with the weight-loss...I could look pretty good in them.
I do not have a bad self image about myself, it's just that I would like to feel betetr about myself.. I want to wear the short skirts and dresses without feeling like my stomach is denying me access to wear normal clothes. I do not want to be the girl wearing sweats forever.
I have always been teh girl with the "awesome" personality, but never the girl that anyone necessarily would like to date. I do not blame them at all because evenr though beauty is in the eye of teh beholder, attraction is still on of the keys to a good relationship.
My previous relationships have always ended in someone cheating on me...so I decieded to start a relationship with someone who could do me no wrong and cheat on me...FOOD...little did I know that it would do me the worst type of wrong and affect my health, life and emotional well-being.
Enough with the Dr. Phil saga...I am doing pretty well thus far. I have not had much water...my breath is not as bad as I though it would be and I took an hour nap. I decided to do some work today just to lighten the load on monday when I return to work (being my third day on the water fast).
But to the point of this entry...i'm currently at 89.8kg...under the 90kg mark....an achievement in itself.
I will check in again later tonight...
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