Joshua Tree Flower Essence retracing Original Pain Work
Joshua Tree Flower Essence retracing Original Pain Work
This is what this remedy does:
Yucca brevifolia
Positive qualities: Individuation of soul forces
through conscious transformation of family patterns
and related cultural conditioning; enhanced freedom
and compassionate insight for family and culture of origin
Patterns of imbalance: Generational karma which shackles
the soul’s potential; inability to break free from family
or cultural patterns of dysfunction, such as alcoholism,
addiction, depression, violence or hereditary illnesses
; loss of individual identity and freedom
due to lack of insight regarding familial and cultural influences
I am making progress.
I am hallowing
thanks to the Joshua Tree Flower Essence.
Date: 7/11/2011 12:49:49 PM ( 13 y ) ... viewed 8092 times
OTHER BLOGS IN THIS SERIES ON
JOSHUA TREE FLOWER ESSENCE
INTRO:
HALLOWING WORK WITH
JOSHUA TREE FLOWER ESSENCE CONTINUES
Joshua Tree Flower Essence,
a Flower Essence Service remedy I have been
taking since March, has me retracing
Organic Steps involved in my Original Pain Work.
For the last six weeks or so,
I have found myself physically going back to places
where I got stuck in my youth,
places where I ran into blocks
that I never went beyond.
It is not that I do not have the feelings
coming up.
I see them. I am writing about them.
I am going through the places of possible breakdown
to find breakthroughs.
I am in essence, finding places in my soul
that have been buried from Self Expression.
This is what what essences do.
They repattern our wholeness, stimulating
us being all of one piece in our world that
has been broken.
Through going through these places of breakdown
we have Aha experiences that signal soul growth
and give us the opportunity to transform
and Shift to a different pattern of embodying wholeness.
The Joshua Tree Flower Essence is one
remedy I will be bringing forth to the Traditional Chinese
Medicine community when I participate in
the annual Pacific Symposium at the Catamaran hotel
scheduled for early November 2011.
I am just about to reorder more bottles of the
Joshua Tree Flower Essence from the FES Headquarters.
My contact person there is Jann Garrity.
THE JOSHUA TREE FLOWER ESSENCE
WORKS WITH MIASMS, BIOENERGETIC PATTERNS
CARRIED FORWARD IN THE BLOOD STREAM
UNTIL WE LEARN THE LIFE LESSONS INVOLVED
in the last six weeks, I attended
a Hall of Fame induction ceremony at Fairfax High School
in Los Angeles.
This was in the neighborhood where my mother died
and I grew up between the years when my father remarried.
I began to shut down my self expression, stopped yelling
out in pain, and I started
to have signs of physical stress turning into physical pain
in my hips.
These were between the ages of 12-17.
During the Journey to Los Angeles, the city of my birth,
I went back to Fairfax High School where I first started
to physically break down.
This time, I replaced those broken experiences
with positive experiences.
I missed my high school years to some extent.
I was in shock. My bell was rung.
I was having severe problems at home.
Around the time that President Kennedy was shot,
I started to have these hip pains. They were shooting
nerve pains.
My mother had died about four years before.
Now my father had remarried
It was a hellish time for me.
I wrote about those experiences in
this blog here: "Writing Up a Storm."
I do not do well during life transitions.
My body would go into paralysis
when I made these Shifts.
I had severe bouts of arthritis as I was graduating
High School. I had a breakdown leaving Junior college
and entering UCLA. I had a breakdown at the
Hidden Valley Health Ranch when all of the
energy crippled me for a number of years.
I could not walk for a number of years.
During High School I thought of myself
as a nerd, and social outcast.
I wanted to be popular.
I compared myself to other friends who were.
I felt bad.
Compare this to going back to Fairfax
April 9, 2011.
LOOK AT THIS PHOTOS
LESLIE WITH THE FAIRFAX HIGH CHEERLEADERS
Who would have imagined something like
this was possible for the youth of low self exteem who attended
Fairfax in 1963-65?
IN THE CLASSROOM
in the classroom with the teens at Hami High
June 13, 2011
Graduating from College in 1972,
I also have number of shocking experiences.
My last year in college I was in Student Teaching Training.
I could not control the kids in the classroom.
I was kicked out of the program one month before the end.
This was disorienting.
I left college on bad footing and my body
reflected this.
On that recent trip to LA, I was in the classroom again
with 10th graders.
I was now Uncle Leslie, taking about dreams.
The feedback was very positive and healing.
More retracing and replanting new positive feelings
in the places where wounds existed.
THEN THE ALEPH KALLAH
JUNE 1-3, 2011
Much of my Original Pain Work occurred in
a Jewish context. I grew up in a Jewish family structure
that was alien to my soul and debilitating with family
issues that were too much to handle.
See the Plant Your Dream Blog here;
Writing up a Storm.
It only took me three of these international
Jewish Renewal Gatherings to activate these issues
between 1993-1997. I felt so alienated
that I did not go back for 14 years.
My spirit wanted me to go back, and so I did.
Tremendous healing happened.
See the links below including
"From Yelling for "Help!"
to Saying "Wow!" in 48 hours.
An interaction withRabbi Jack Gabriel
powerful experiences I had in 1997
that triggered my Original Pain Work.
I came back to the ALEPH Kallah 2011
to heal this. I am succeeding.
AGAIN IN THE LAST FEW DAYS
I HAD ANOTHER BREAKDOWN AND BREAKTHROUGH
Last week, the week following the ALEPH Kallah,
I worked about 50 hours or more writing blogs
about my experience.
I made a video where I was proclaiming
my intention to restore Sacred Foods to the
ALEPH Kallah and for the Jewish People.
I put all I had into making this video.
At the point of exhaustion, I was ready
for energy coming back.
I sent it to my Rabbi in L.A., anticipating
some strokes. What I got was some feedback
that the work I did was breaking copyright rules.
I could not let it go out legally without
possible legal actions against me.
There was a song sung in the closing ceremony
that dovetails with my own healing work
of Job's Return. Amazingly, I learned that
the sung could not legally be recorded in
a video. I was advised to take it down.
This was shocking and again touched core
issues.
The Rabbi, who was my first positive role model
in a Jewish context was also a lawyer to the estate
of the song's writer. this brought up a range of feelings
including fear that I did not want to disobey this
male authority figure who was so important to me.
I was concerned that I would be rejected and abandoned
if I did not do what was being asked. I feared
that I would not be heard.
The details of these interactions I will post.
I basically accepted that I was breaking copyright
according to the rules and rights of an artist.
I innocently had invested my time in an energy outlay
that was going nowhere.
BEING TWARTED EVERY TIME I DO ANYTHING
JEWISH
Bingo! Every time I invest myself in a Jewish
related activity I am going to something throw water
eventually on my Creative Fire! That was the pattern.
The emotions included anger, grief, and sadness.
It is the same pattern of the Jewish people
being killed off that repeated in the Nazi camps.
I carry that energy in my bioenergetic field.
I continued in the conversation with my Rabbi
who happens to be a lawyer. I got beyond the
pain to acceptance. That is just the way it is.
I almost went into creating another production
that would have ended in the same way!!!
I could not legally use the song!!!!!
It would have been tainted again.
I ended up being grateful.
When I called my Rabbi at the lawyer office,
he picked up the phone. That meant a lot to me.
I could accept what he was saying.
I attribute that to the Joshua Tree!
I will slow down and be fulfilled.
I will create the video I want.
I will as well communicate to the powers that
be as see if I can use their song.
If not, I will wait for the right music to come
my way! I can wait. I have other important issues to do.
Yes! Bingo! This is a repatterning to
have had this breakdown turn into a breakthrough.
I again recovered part of my Soul
and got the growth that was being asked.
I feel stronger through having gone through this
experience.
I feel strength in taking time to write this out
before I move on to the next experience.
Slowing down and writing.
Slowing down and integrating is essential
for my Soul Growth.
I am feeling less obsessive in my need to
get the energy back from outside.
I want to count my blessings.
I am pleased with myself.
i went through a Shift quickly.
This brings abundance.
11;39 am
THE HEALING WORK OF RETRACING STEPS
Dr. Bernard Jensen, the elder in the natural healing
arts who taught me about Sacred Food and
the integration of body, mind, soul,
was a master of the healing law called
Herings Law of Cure.
This is a little known practice of how nature heals.
Here is an example.
One time, Dr. Bernard jensen had a patient
who felt they lost their spirit under a bridge.
What did he do? He took a trip with the patient
in his car. They traveled more than 100 miles
to that bridge. Then, he went under the bridge
and got back the spirit that had been broken.
The Joshua Tree Essence has been doing the same work for me
during the last six weeks.
I am retracing.
I am repatterning wholeness,
embodying my soul where it has been lost
at the bottom of the well.
Breakdown are intended to turn into breakthroughs.
This is part of the Sacred Work.
This ties in with the role Sacred Foods play
in helping Plant Your Dream.
I see that I can no longer flower
as I have flowered before.
I have to grow in a new direction to flower again.
This is an essential message,
a gift from the Joshua Tree Flower Essence.
More later on this...
TWENTY HOURS OF RESEARCH
ON JOSHUA TREE FLOWER ESSENCE IS HERE
FOR MORE ON THE SIGNATURE OF THE JOSUA TREE FLOWER
ESSENCE GO HERE
ARE YOU DRAWN TO THE
ESSENCE OF JOSHUA TREE ESSENCE TOO?
QUALITIES OF THE JOSHUA TREE FLOWER ESSENCE
Yucca breviflora
Joshua Tree
Positive qualities:
Individuation of soul forces through conscious transformation
of family patterns and related cultural conditioning;
enhanced freedom and compassionate insight
for family and culture of origin
Patterns of imbalance:
Generational karma which shackles the soul's potential; inability to break free from family or cultural patterns of dysfunction, such as alcoholism, addiction, depression, violence or hereditary illnesses; loss of individual identity and freedom due to lack of insight regarding familial and cultural influences
"Within the matrix of family and community,
I create a free space.
I honor the unique gift of my individuality.
My Soul Branches with its own bright blossom
on the Tree of Family.
Growing my True Self, I bring renewal to the Whole Tree."
--Patricia Kaminski,
FES
LESLIE GOLDMAN
YOUR ENCHANTED GARDENER
PHOTOS FROM THE ALEPH KALLAH 2011
WHERE THEY CAN BE FOUND
(add in here)
SOW IN TEARS. REAP IN JOY.
ALEPH KALLAH 2011 HARVEST
Watch this video for a sense of the project
of healing I envision that will influence
Sacred Foods at the ALEPH Kallah and for
the Jewish People.
YOUTUBE NOTES
Spending time writing Plant Your Dream Blogs looking at my return visit to the ALEPH Kallah 2011. ALEPH is the first letter of the Hebrew alphabet; Kallah means gathering. The ALEPH Kallah in the international Gathering of the Alliance for Jewish Renewal Communities held every two years. The last time I was at an ALEPH Kallah was in 1997. Tremendous healing happening inside within a few days of this marvelous test tube for growth and community building within a Jewish setting. I highly recommend the ALEPH Kallah and the richness of the Jewish Renewal Communities in the US and around the world as a place to regain our roots in Judiasm and its healthy future. My continued dream is that Sacred Foods, Organic Food Growing, and ALEPH become one. --Your Enchanted Gardener, Leslie Goldman. To share in my
personal journey bringing Sacred Foods to the Kallah and Jewish people,
Google: Going from Yelling "Help!" to saying "Wow!" in Less than 48 hours at the ALEPH Kallah 2011
"Leslie, thank you so much for making this precious little video and for your dedication and your life's work to bring awareness of healthy foods to our community. So glad you came again to Kallah and that we reconnected. May you be blessed."
This is a photo with Debra Kolodny, the new Rabbi at the Jewish
Renewal community in Portland She is moving on from being
the executive director of ALEPH. I met her through the work
she was doing years ago on the Sacred Foods Project through ALEPH.
This photo was taken on July 3 at the Closing Ceremony.
THE FARM?
ARRIVING IN THE PROMISED LAND
I went with AriellaShira Lewis And Gloria Krasno
twp ALEPH Kallah veterans.
I heard upon arrival at the University of Redlands,
through talking to the staff in the kitchen how they supported
Organic food, a cornerstone of Sacred Foods.
They bought local organic foods
from farmers. They had a farm right off campus
where the students grew organic food that the kitchen would
buy. It took determination to find the Farm. For future reference,
This treasure called the University of Redlands Sustainability Farm (URSF)
is located behind the Brockton Avenue Apartments
at the back far end of a fenced gate
within view of the Soccer Field.
The Brochton Avenue Apartments are located at the corner
of Grove Street and Blockton Avenue north of the
soccer field (307) on this map.
Sunday morning, July 3, 2011.
It was difficult to find, but I persevered.
I went looking three times.
When I finally found it later in the day,
People on campus said the Gate would be locked,
but I found it open although no one was there
but we who entered.
FROM R'GOLDIE
"Let's embroider the farm into a kallah should it be held at the same site. environmental care and sacred foods is so important and actual central in Jewish renewal, Recon, etc."
July 6, 2011
WORK IN PROGRESS
ORGANIC OUTREACH TO THE UNIVERSITY
OF REDLANDS
Summary of work done thusfar.
Seed Dreams for this school as a model
for other Universities. Remarkable progress
toward Organic and Sacred Foods are being made
here!! They are to be congratulated!
My spirit is asking that I rejuvenate the Sacred Food Project
This was on my list of intentions when I attended the final
couple days of the Kallah.
I knew that to make progress I would have to step through
some Original Pain Work reflected in a handful of relationships
I left uncooked at the Kallah back in 1997.
At the Kallah I saw a new generation of youth
that need to be supported now.
I made some new allies.
I am willing to do the Soul Growth
that I might continue to serve my purpose.
QUOTE FROM R'GOLDIE
On Jul 5, 2011, at 7:02 PM, Goldie Milgram wrote:
Dear Leslie:
Just saw the video and your blog re Kallah.
I deeply admire your approach to healing.
The honest way you spoke your truth and points of wounding
with Jewish renewal in the past.
When you told me about your "planting dreams" work
with the school students, I recognized our friendship
would blossom with the years.
That is the kind of supportive education
that is so needed. Tears flow as I reflect we would not have met
if not for our courage to come and confront, discuss,
connect and reconnect. Your gifts are
so timely for Jewish renewal and all peoples.
I look forward to future connections."
God made a rainbow covenant
in the heavens with each of us.
How is it that there are so
many rainbow colors
on earth reflected
in all our flowers,
fruits, herbs, and vegetables?
Our health and happiness
comes out of partaking
in the full rainbow
of flowers and foods.
This fulfills our part
in the covenant.
Started July 6, early in the morning.
Healing proceeding through completing
the video. There was a tremendous rainbow
in the sky July 6, an hour after I finished
the Video. I wrote more on this Blog today.
"Dear Leslie,
You have always been one of those folks
out there on the fragile growing edge of things,
sniffing way ahead of most of us.
And you have had the courage to be quirky and insistent,
and to proceed even when you weren't understood.
I choose to believe that what you have already planted in this world
---in the earth, or in people's hearts--will quietly take root,
and perhaps go unnoticed for long enough to really dig in
without provoking opposition, and therefore acquire depth
and strength to burgeon forth. Thank you for your generosity,
for all you do, and for persevering even when it's been lonely.
You have been seen and appreciated;
please forgive me for not letting you know sooner.
Warmly,
Eve
DANNA ASHBAKER, SOUS CHEF
AT THE U OF REDLAND'S TALKS
ORGANIC FOODS WITH LESLIE GOLDMAN
YOUR ENCHANTED GARDEN
Saturday morning, July 2, 2011
in the U of Redland's Kitchen
Silk, a product in the NON GMO Verified Project,
is one of the foods I found already served at the
U of Redlands. I see and seed using my Organic Trade
Association Resources to suggest and develop more.
READ THIS PLANT YOUR DREAM BLOG HERE
Organic Support for the University of Redlands Kitchen
PHIL BELL
Head Cheerleader
from my alma mater, Fairfax High School,
1960.
A GREAT INTERFAITH MINISTRY
IS DESCRIBED HERE IN RABBI ARYEH HIRSHFIELD
I felt the presence of Rabbi Aryeh Hirshfield, the former rabbi of Portland with me during my journey
to the Kallah. I took his CD with me. He was one of my favorite
Jewish Renewal rabbis, and died in the Ocean in January 2009.
I have permission of Beth Hirshfield to use music of
Aryeh in an upcoming video I have in mind.
This is a remedy I have been using to work with bioenergetic patterns
carried from generation to generation in the bloodstream.
It was recommended to me by Richard Katz of the Flower Essence Society
last March.
I highly recommend this to all who wish to work with their
own bioenergetic patterns embedded in our Jewish experience.
ARE YOU DRAWN TO THE
ESSENCE OF JOSHUA TREE ESSENCE TOO?
QUALITIES OF THE JOSHUA TREE FLOWER ESSENCE
Yucca breviflora
Joshua Tree
Positive qualities:
Individuation of soul forces through conscious transformation
of family patterns and related cultural conditioning;
enhanced freedom and compassionate insight
for family and culture of origin
Patterns of imbalance:
Generational karma which shackles the soul's potential; inability to break free from family or cultural patterns of dysfunction, such as alcoholism, addiction, depression, violence or hereditary illnesses; loss of individual identity and freedom due to lack of insight regarding familial and cultural influences
I am a full time blogger.
I see and seed setting up a budget
to include reinvigoration a Sacred Food
project within the ALEPH KALLAH
and ongoing for the Jewish People.
I am requesting support through
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I also want an budget that include
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2013 Kallah, as well a a
scholarship I want to give for another
deserving person.
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