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I am Uprooted
I am Uprooted.
Where I am now in my life.
Date: 7/6/2010 9:35:54 AM ( 14 y ) ... viewed 10519 times
10:23 am
July 7, 2010
This is my morning writing.
This is the second day I have felt my nerves shot.
I could hardly get out of bed.
The weather is cool, unusual weather for
this time of year.
We uprooted some plants the other day here,
maybe disturbed some nature elements.
I am still processing.
I feel better, now from this morning work.
A few more things I want to put up
to feel complete.
Then going to acupuncture.
7:35 am
July 7, 2010
I AM UPROOTED
GERANIUMS GROWING
OVER THE WALL
WHERE I AM NOW IN MY LIFE
7:51 am
I could hardly get out of bed this morning.
I am living a lie.
I am no longer here.
This place is much too big for me.
I am living with too many people.
I am living exactly where I wanted to come to,
a place where possibly the Enchanted Garden,
a name for the new earth can be turned over to the world.
Maybe it will live here where I have lived
on this land.
Maybe it will blow away as seeds across the world
and take root in your life.
I can not say.
I have done my part.
I have done my best.
There are at least ten books on the shelf,
surrounded by trash.
I feel like a turtle.
Every time I think of a power animal,
I see the turtle now.
I want to draw in.
I want to condense.
I want to take time to throw away.
I want to live in order.
I want to live my truth.
It is truth that got me out of bed this morning.
MY ROOM
My root is surrounded by notebooks.
My room is surround by notebooks.
How many of these can I condense?
There are a few plants in the garden,
amidst a jungle that can be seen
outside one of our front windows.
HERE THIS IS A PICTURE OF THE
JUNGLE
MY TRASH
What here has value as a record
of the History of Peace on Earth.
How much of this was just steps along the way.
How much of this do you need to know?
How much of this would you like to see?
I can show it to you.
You can have it.
You made me.
I would never have existed if you had not been born.
I came to give you your future.
I came to show you something about living
one with the plant.
The plant is the foundation of our connection.
The plant is the thing to grow if you want your Soul
to be rooted here.
My nerves felt shattered this morning still
from attempts to interact with the future.
Youth has arrived.
There is also insanity.
I cannot extend myself too much farther into this
insanity to have this place, this land.
The cost to my nervous system is too great.
We have created madness in the world.
The economic system we have made is falling
because it is not based on the plant.
Few know about the soil that grows the plant.
I WAS UPROOTED THE OTHER DAY
I extended myself to a homeless person.
I invited them in to help.
I invited them to help clear the overgrowth here.
There is much that needs to be cleared.
I wanted this work done.
She did a good job,
but I did not defend well
a few patches of plants
that were sacred to me.
I was deeply upset by this.
I felt suicidal while this was happening.
For the most part, I liked the cutting back.
She said she was amazed how little I knew about gardener.
She took over completely.
She felt I was hovering over.
If I had not stood by, all my Job's Tears
and the entire patch of Peppermint Scented Geranium
would have been uprooted.
I am still processing this experience.
WRITE OUT YOUR FEELINGS
Surrender to what you are feeling.
Get into it. Your Soul is buried at the bottom
of the wound, of the crack.
Live your truth.
It can transform into something else.
10:31 am
We are in Summer Shift 2010.
You can find as much as you need to know
about The Shift as you want to know.
Check out the astrology for now.
Check out what virtual reality is saying
about the shift.
Read this for some clues.
COSMIC TIMES
SUMMER SHIFT 2010
http://curezone.com/blogs/fm.asp?i=1635750
VERSION TWO
HUMANITY IS PERCHED AS A ROCK FALLING
http://curezone.com/blogs/fm.asp?i=1636001
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