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Seek Him

Date:   6/9/2010 8:18:03 AM   ( 14 y ) ... viewed 1168 times

Okay - prayed when I woke up. Knew I was living in the problem by lying there. Prayed as I forced myself out for a power-walk. "Seek G*d", "I seek you, G*d" were my mantras as I walked. The air was sweet, it was approximately 52.7 degrees out and I was dressed for it. Ex-husband drove by me as I crossed the street. I was so actively seeking G*d and my ex drives by. Well, it's up to G*d to sort this out, not me. I didn't wave and I will not 'second guess' if I should have. He hates me. Well, his behavior can not dictate mine. So, next time - I'll be kind and wave. I am a kind and friendly woman. That is who I am striving to be regardless of what goes on around me. I have not lived that way in my 46 years. I have been a re-actor.

I then ran into a friend on the rec path with 2 of her 5 dogs. What a treat! We caught up on what's new, walked for an hour and parted ways.

Quick bath, grabbed more of the veggies I cleaned yesterday for lunch. Now, I'll go downstairs to the store in our building to figure out breakfast. Three steps from G*d is what I'm going for. I am very pleased that I drank one full glass of cold water before my walk. Yes, I did grab two swigs of Diet Coke as I crawled out of bed.

So - I keep reminding myself to seek G*d today in all I do.

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