Day 7 - emotions and a new juicer!
Date: 4/29/2010 12:01:27 AM ( 11 y ) ... viewed 1054 times
Day 7 April 28th Thursday - Ok, posting this in real time now. Woke up at 6 am (actually I woke up somewhat earlier and laid in bed starting to worry and panic about maybe
having cancer). When I actually got up I felt absolutely fine physically and maybe mentally too? Came very close to breaking the fast yesterday. Between the bad news and the feeling I need to eat before a surgery I amost broke. That and the fact that Mike is BORED, hell we're both bored. I know he'd love to out. And so would I but I've come this far. Its not as easy as "you can start again". Also, what really helps me keep going is at this point even if I were to give in and eat there's no way I could eat what we'd eat if we went out. Alternately, I think to myself, do I really want a pear right now? Not really. So its easier just to stick with it. The fact that you can't come off a fast and eat Pizza or whatever is GREAT. It definitely helps keep me from slipping. This morning I could tell I could have just went thru the day on just
water. Didn't really care about having juice but at 10 I made a watermelon/honeydew juice. Used half a honeydew and a 1/4 of a small watermelon. It tasted great until I put the rinds in. Then it tasted very watered down so I didnt dilute it with water. Oh, and I definitely can see the difference in my body already. Amazing. Later: got in another fight with Mike-it was only a small one (I'm super sensitive right now- sheesh)but I left for the day and came back after he'd gone to work. I'm extra sensitive and he's not GETTING THIS. That's all have to say about that. Only had water while I was out then an entire pot(!)of oolong Tea at a Chinese restaurant with my son. I NEVER drink the tea! It was a little hard not to want to eat but I held strong. Like everyone says; I'M NOT HUNGRY! If anyone just starting out is reading this it is true. very hard to believe I know. It's cool. AND like everyone says, it's just BORING. You certainly don't look forward to going out to eat-and EVERYONE loves to go out to eat. Began to get a small headache around 5:30 so I drank some water and it went away. Full of liquid right now. DO NOT want a juice. Around 7 started getting a headache so I made a carrot, apple, celery, cilantro, cabbage and kale juice. The juicer only spit out a few dribbles from the kale. That really sucks as I NEED leafy vegetables. I can taste the cilantro a bit so it got some of that. Maybe I'll order one tonight. I dunno. Lots of reasons why I shouldn't and lots of reasons why I should. Hard to get this drink down I'm so full of tea and water. Blecch..Of course, no bm yet today. 8:15- experiencing back pain on my left side. Hurts to breathe.
Weird. Update: Oooooh -I just ordered a new juicer! An Omega 8006. It specializes in leafy greens and I can even do wheat grass juice in it.
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