Day 6 - still emotional

Day 6 - still emotional

Date:   4/28/2010 11:44:16 PM   ( 14 y ) ... viewed 1167 times

Day 6 April 27th - Woke up today with bad cramping and diarrhea at 5 am. So only 4-1/2 hrs sleep. Had a small carrot, celery apple before going to the Doctor. Weigh in at the Dr showed a loss of 3 lbs. Meh. After getting the bad news about having to have "some kind" of surgery 6 days from now of course I wanted to go out and EAT AND HAVE A BEER OR 5, but I didnt. Wasnt hungry all day (besides complete and total head hunger) but had a watermelon/rind, carrot apple kale rhubarb juice. It was just alright. They are all just alright. After a few sips I was over it, but drank most of it. Had some broth to alleviate boredom. My stomach feels full all the time because of my condition. Cheated around 6 with a 1/3 cup coffee with a lil half n half. Stomach didnt like the
coffee at all. But it wasnt too bad. Emotions all over the place (having to do with my upcoming surgery) Right now its 9:15 and I'm feeling down. Saw my ex on Match.com. Weird! When I saw his picture it gave my body a physical jolt. DO NOT WANT ANY JUICE. Never had my evening juice. Never had another BM after this mornings laxative-induced mess. Peeing A LOT. Fell asleep at 12:30 though my body wanted to at 11. One very VERY important thing for me here; falling asleep is entirely different now!! I just get sleepy, lay my head down, and then my mind does this weird escape thing almost immediately and I begin to dream. Love it. So this is what it's like to be normal!

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