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first dy
day 1 and self intro
Date: 5/21/2008 2:59:19 AM ( 16 y ) ... viewed 1558 times my first day starts on 21st may 4.00
im consuming zero calories everyday, i can drink anything i want but it must be zero calories. i can do anything i want which means exercise like crazyyyyyy. lemon juice is optionaL it mite have caloriess but yea itss damn healthy.
well im going extreme.my promises r exercise everyday.well if u r thinking if i am consuming zero caloriess how the hell am i suppose to have energy. well u see i amm storing 24 kiloss of food in my body already sooo do i need food?NO! and im eating diet pills soo i can utilise that 24 kilos of sickening fatt properlie and never ever eat anyother food other than fruits veg eggs and yogurt till the day i die. im thinking of myself and myself onlie.if u object what i am doing. i dun give a damn. serious.u can scream shout at me all u want butt id close one eye. butt for those who understand the way i feel. pls. yr support is most appreciated.
itss been 2 weeks and im stil 54kg
yea imm getting down to 30 kg by 10 june by hook. or else id suffer my own demise. yea and i am doing this for a guy iu reallie liked too.
some back ground info. i was 30 kg till i plunged into depression and started mindless eating. lol was i damn pretty when i was 30 kg. i was going to become a model even and i had tonns of admirers.and noww
i have doubled my size. what the f***ing hell! my admirers r sue going to be jumping outta their pants when they see me lo. running away at stuff. who like fat bitches! NO ONE. skinny is the in thing. come on u cant seny that
weeell i feel i have to be the best i can be best i can lk and being skinny is going to lp me in my dance singing modeelinng working and yoga.
anddd ppl relations. cosss skinny is pretty
well like any diet blog imm weighng myself every nite and imma going to record my weight here. imm like damn tired noww so im resting today. soo tmr hardcore f***ing exercise myself to death. like i said i havee come to my senses and imma brand new person now
so whateva i decided. yea id stick to it. ok another of m,y promisess. next time i wanna do somethingg bad. id think to myself. u either keep yr promise or spend the rest of yr life buning in hell and lose every single thing u love. sounds terrible? YEA. so id better be a gd girl and get to 30kg by june. WHATEVA
lollll i so can do this.
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