I said I would start my juice fasting on Saturday...

Resistance is futile...

Date:   5/14/2008 2:21:11 PM   ( 16 y ) ... viewed 1464 times

But I didn't. I just kept eating. Apparently I'm not ready to start. The weather doesn't appear to want to stay warm either. I know it will eventually. I look at other blogs; and some bloggers will write: day___this happened...some blogs state the intended # of days right off the bat...Hmmm...I've been thinking that I don't want to do that. At least not every post anyway. I remember when I went on a juice fast in the past. Since I wasn't eating, one of my alternate pastimes was counting... Counting the days I had left...Time already seems to slow way down on a juice fast; my counting didn't make it go any faster, but it did help me to occupy my mind. It was the light I needed to see at the end of the tunnel; the end of the fast. Honestly, I'm not looking forward to that again; therefore my mind is rebelling. I understand what's happening. It takes time to mentally prepare for something like this - I guess that's what I'm doing - gearing up. I should get some books to read. I used to read like a maniac, then I stopped reading for pleasure and mostly read a lot of self-help books. Now I'm back to reading just for the pleasure of it again. So as I said, I haven't started going without food, but I have started the mental transistion process that must take place in order for me to be successful. One night I will go to sleep and when I wake up, that will be the day. I am working with my mind, not against it. If one cannot have dominion over one's mind, one is beaten before one begins. So I'm giving myself a little space, a little freedom...

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