Its been 4 long a grueling days since I’ve had any smack. I’m climbing the walls just thinking and what one small guy could do for me. All the pain would just... Go away... I’ve gotten through the worst of the withdrawals. The first 48 hours I thought I was going to die. I tore my room apart looking for smack. Need just enough to get another hit. To make me stop hurting. To make the thoughts and voices in my head just go away... I searched until I was physically drained and passed out on the floor, unable to move or think. I’m reaching a stable point finally but this is going to be a long ...   read more



 

Recovering heroin addict, regressing   11 y