I wish I didnt have to deal with this 9 y
The things I want are within my reach if only I step out
For the past 6 yrs I have been battling a delusion. It causes me shame to admit but I though I may smell. I thought I would go out and people would make fun of me. So I didnt go out. I didnt even let the people I live with see me.
I was so afraid of what they may smell that I would just lock myself in my room. I would only come out at night when everyone was sleeping. My father would leave my food at my door and thats how I ate. I would urinate in a jar and clean it at night. I know it sounds pathetic but that was the life I lead for 6 yrs.
I missed 6 yrs for nothing. Because of my s ... read more