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Day 3 This shit sucks! 17 y
Day 3
Ok so it’s day 3. I have to keep reminding myself why i’m doing this, cuz things aren’t goin so hot up in my head. On top of that, there’s an %¤#&!§-on the forum that just talks shit instead of helping people. To make matters worse, I was on a bodybuilding forum discussing the MC and most people said i was an idiot. I’m 5’11” 220lb and take my training seriously. I’m not a bodybuilder that wears thongs, rather, just a guy who believes in being strong and able to box. I’m fucking hungry!! Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.................. visit the page Day 2 17 y
day 2
Today is even worse. Really dizzy and got a splitting headache. All i’ve been thinking about is quitting and going to Burger King to get a Whopper. I know though, that once i finish that Whopper, I will have felt defeated, lost, depressed along with the god-awful feeling of a loser. I know i’ll finish my 7 days, but it doesn’t hurt to fantasize a bit i guess.
Just to clarify; I’m living in Indonesia at the moment and Burger King just debuted in this country yesterday, so it’s kinda a big deal for me. I’ve been seeing the commercials all day on TV. I guess i’m showin weakness huh? Off t ... read more day 1 17 y
day 1
Took down the SWF - that is some nasty sh*t!!! Was starving all day and all I want to do is quit. That’s that.......... visit the page thoughts before the nasty salt 17 y
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So tomorrow is the start of a new day - a day for change, much needed change. I’ve noticed most individuals don’t seem to post after their fourth day. Let me assure you; we finish what we start around here! So yes, you will read and get to share in my emotional, honest and forthright journey to the elimination of the terror that lurks within me. visit the page |