Yes I chose Lapis based on the blue stone. I quite like the name you have chosen. It very much conjurs a "back to the earth" image.

As far as the candida overgrowth (just a sign, a blinking light of other incoherencies) it may be helpful for you to think on terms of coherency/incoherency (steered by spirit and mind) that leads to negative entropic and entropic creations, as opposed to names of conditions and other thought form trapps. I tell YOU this cause I know you perceive waht I am telling you on a deeper level.

Pomnder this.


From a coherency model, I have found that thoughts that lead us in the direction of pure/non toxic states in mind, body, and soul, give us the most congruent, coherent power to create without confusion, less delay and much more harmony. Obvious isn't it?

Think of "time" as training wheels for creators. As we rediscover our power of creating, time acts as a feedback buffer so we can assess the creation comparitively to the thoughts and actions behind it/them. *Thought I'd throw that in as a distinction that you may find useful in your awareness.* ;-)

So then, as we create our reality, we get feedback. We use this feedback to make adjustments (well some of us do). As we adjust we harmonize and reach greater levels of coherency. But to do this we must be active participants, not drones. We must get back in the drivers seat, own our creations (problems and situations) and begin to make choices that kead us to where we want to go. Most people don't even know that much.

Our bodies are not real. The are projections of consciousness akin to the matrix. We filter and shape that reality based on our belief systems, convictions, filters, etc. To become clearer and more in control (less victim) we must first take ownership of our reality and then restablish coherency within oru consciousness, which will then be projected out into this 'world' (bodies included).