- Day 3 by FirstFastMay06
18 y
3,848 4 Messages Shown
Blog: TODAY I will not drink alcohol!
Wow, I'm so tired of writing a full message and then posting but cure zone tells me that I forgot my abstract keywords. So you hit your back arrow and your whole message is gone. I won't make this mistake the 4th time I promise! The site needs to fix this major flaw because once you click post, it is too late.
Anyways, I typed a lot of stuff that I will not type again. I am finished with day 3 and didn't drink. I will leave it at that. Dang it curezone.com, I'm mad at you right now! lol <----its my stupidity!
I did buy a Kombucha Tea starter kit tonight and some graham crackers that will both aid my organs:) Man, I had a lot of stuff typed. Oh well!
(EDIT about 30 minutes after typing the above message): I can't leave everyone hanging like that. Ok, this is what happened today. I thought about the good times I have had with alcohol. It is like when you lose a loved one and you think of the good times you had with them. The bond I have with alcohol is so strong that loved ones get hurt because of it. This is typical with alcoholics, but I cannot see myself dying like this. I put my foot down, this disease better get off me and go somewhere. I made it another day without it!
Now for the Kombucha Tea and Graham Crackers! I got these today because they will help aid me in building my system back up. I take some very good vitamins (GNC ULTRA MEGA) that have lots of B vitamins in them. I love looking in the toilet after pissing most of them out that my body doesn't absorb. It looks like alien yellow piss! It's funny. The tea that should arrive next week sometime (ordered it from ebay) and I hope it doesn't taste horrible. I just have to do things that get alcohol off my mind.
I have an extremely addictive personality and it bothers me sometimes but I am now focusing all my addictive behaviors on getting healthy right now instead of going down the road and getting a beer at all hours of the day and night. I have stayed up all night and been in the store at 7AM when they sell it here lots of times. That early drinking on an empty stomach is so harsh on my stomach and if I drank the same quantity I have had in my whole lifetime, but ate along side it, I would probably be a lot fatter but not having these pains.
Ok I'll try not to post too much because I know how boring it gets to read one blog! I am worried about the weekend guys. I will try to post a lot on here and the support forums!
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- Inspiring by tambee
18 y
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Hey there,
You are really making some big break-throughs just by writing about what you are going through... and also trying to quit something you have done to your body for years. You deserve a beer! haha... kidding.
I think you mentioned at some point that you were from Chicago? My Fiance is from Chicago and LOVES his drinks. We actually have been together for more than a few years but have put off getting married partially because of the alcohol. We are definitely work hard/play hard kind of people. I am trying to set a good example and make efforts to be healthier before our wedding. Juice fasting for a few days this week. And more fasts more often.
Just a thought...... try to focus the energy that you put into drinking and buying alcohol into working out or running. You need something else to switch your thoughts/energy over to. Or else you will get bored and want to drink.
Anywho...... good luck with this new goal. I have heard that if you don't give into a habit for 30 days... it is out of your system and temptations.
-Tambee
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- Rock on! by #41554
18 y
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| Man, good for you for trying to do this on your own. I have a friend that just went through AA in NC and she is nearly 120 sober. Still can't believe it. I have another friend in TN that is battling her addiction to pain pills and just can't work the AA thing and just can't motivate herself to give it up now. So I commend you for making that commitment! I can't say I suffer the same problem as I just don't think I have the addiction. But in the past, I have certainly struggled with keeping my drinking in control after making too many mistakes. My last mistake right after my 36th birthday a few months ago. Right now I think I've finally mastered my madness thanks to Curezone cleanses and wake up calls. Anyway...keep on brother. Send an email anytime if you need to. Keep up the good work!
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