- Getting Ready... by JeSuisButterfly
18 y
2,720 6 Messages Shown
Blog: Balance
I think perhaps today I had that experience where I decided 'Enough is enough...'?
You know,
when you FINALLY want to crawl out of that hole which we call 'illness' and 'dis-ease'.
My stomach is having trouble tolerating ANY food - even fresh fruit like watermelon and cherries.
Talked to the doctor yesterday, here's some things he said which also spurred a change:
"[You] must have really good genetics, because [you'd] be dead by now."
"She is so young, yet her body is deteriorating."
"[She] seems to be creating a [serious] disease, ... which, if she continues, will have a big impact on her within the next 2-4 years."
I used six Okra Pepsin pills already.. I'm going to start seriously taking them tomorrow. I've heard 100 pills is enough to clean out the system, and the extra 50 is in there to ensure that, so I'm sure I have enough left to acheive the desired result.
- 5 doses of BarleyMax daily. It has plenty of Magnesium, I've heard, I hope that can get me off of my seemingly dependency of enemas.
- Uropathy
- Apple Cider Vinegar.. it caused intestinal swelling in the past, going to try taking small doses. It's so healing, I'd like to integrate it again.
- Mimulus Bach Essence, as needed.. and Willow, when I get it.
- This Quantum Noni stuff looks cool. :)
- Going to start taking Mega doses of Vitamin C, Camu Camu based. I'll start with one teaspoon daily and add to that.. just want to introduce it into my system.
- Going to continue studying The Four Agreements. I'd also like to write down the beautiful messages written in the Messiah's Handbook from 'The Reluctant Messiah' and hang it up on my wall so I can read it everyday.
- Oregano Oil
- SALLLLT. I love salt. I love LOVE salt. I'd like to engage in creating Sole.
- When I have more money, I'd like to invest in the Primal Defense microorganisms.. I think that'll help in my movements, as well.
- Rubbing coconut and palm oil onto my skin everyday.
- Getting up at 5:00 a.m. to go running [I haven't ran in awhile! In 3 hours and 15 minutes I'm going to run for the first time in.. 6 months!]
- Walks at night. Going to start wearing a backpack.
- Practicing staff/bokken like I used to.. Daddy encouraged us to learn self-defense. I wonder if I can get my bokken back from California..?
- Has anyone played DDR? LOL, It's so fun, and you get so much exercise! I'll play that in the arcade when I can.
- Sungazing and sunbathing.
~Pure Water~
.. already old programming is creeping into my mind. 'No. I don't want to do this. You're just going to fail anyway. Delete this.'
No. I'm choosing otherwise.
I've been sleeping alone at night..
TAKE YOUR POWER BACK!
P.S. It seems everywhere I've looked for the past few days, there was a message that LITERALLY said 'Step Up!'
'Stepping Up!'
Hah. <3 I love the Universe.
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- Creating Indeed by Lapis
18 y
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"[She] seems to be creating a [serious] disease"
This I agree with. I intuit that your problem is less physical and much more emotional which has set up a powerful and convincing feedback loop that comes complete with very physical symptoms.
Remeber its all just information. Use it as a guide and steer your mind where you want it to go. Gently reign it in. Shift your focus to waht you want to create now as opposed to waht you are sterring away from. Fear will recreate patterns that bring more fear. Time to create courage and beyo.ond into peace. This will create a loop of self confidence and balanced assertiveness and more importantly will give you the power and magnetic resonacne to create harmony from deep within yourself and allow that to project out as you create corresponding experience.
Our thoughts create our reality. Further to that. When we collect (from out there) and reguritate that as our own projection, we get caught in a feedback loop (trap) that keeps us hived in that energetic, recreating the same pattern over and over and over...
What do you want? Make it real mentally, emotionally, etc until it manifests. Explore all resistance and gently follow it back to where it will melt away.
So it's "Step Up" time?
The Universe awaits you action.
~Lapis~
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- -Thank you Thank you!!- by JeSuisButterfly
18 y
1,070
I'm so excited to go running I can't even sleep.
I'm going to read what you have just written -every day- ... and THEN I'll respond when I have something to show! <3
~Thank You!!~
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- Re: -Thank you Thank you!!- by Lapis
18 y
1,918
I agree in essence with kerminator in that you need to work up to things. Start by walking.
"The best to you and may you mend and become the wonderful person GOD has ordained you to be... You are a strong spirit who has been seeking the truth; and you will find it... We pray for you always... Always there for you..."
I would also shift this slightly in that YOU are god (its' all god) and with this powerful distinction you take control back and move from a seperation filtered reality to a conected/balanced reality where no part is greater than the whole. When you finally see this/experience this, you will be at peace.
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- You now have a plan; it is time for action.... by kerminator
18 y
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Dear lady:
I have seen you move gradually to the point where you can and will make positive decisions that will impact your live for the next fifty years...
Except for your running, suggest you to hike in stead, it is far easier on your knees and ancles... { I hike six to ten miles several times a week with a pack... }Most of the rest of your program seems sound and looks good!! Just remember balance; like your blog title... Start slow and work into getting up to speed... Time is on your side...
" The good things in life we seek; were there all the time; we just needed to become aware of them and then reach out and take hold..." a Kermit-ism
The best to you and may you mend and become the wonderful person GOD has ordained you to be... You are a strong spirit who has been seeking the truth; and you will find it... We pray for you always... Always there for you... Kermit
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