"[She] seems to be creating a [serious] disease"

This I agree with. I intuit that your problem is less physical and much more emotional which has set up a powerful and convincing feedback loop that comes complete with very physical symptoms.

Remeber its all just information. Use it as a guide and steer your mind where you want it to go. Gently reign it in. Shift your focus to waht you want to create now as opposed to waht you are sterring away from. Fear will recreate patterns that bring more fear. Time to create courage and beyo.ond into peace. This will create a loop of self confidence and balanced assertiveness and more importantly will give you the power and magnetic resonacne to create harmony from deep within yourself and allow that to project out as you create corresponding experience.

Our thoughts create our reality. Further to that. When we collect (from out there) and reguritate that as our own projection, we get caught in a feedback loop (trap) that keeps us hived in that energetic, recreating the same pattern over and over and over...

What do you want? Make it real mentally, emotionally, etc until it manifests. Explore all resistance and gently follow it back to where it will melt away.


So it's "Step Up" time?


The Universe awaits you action.




~Lapis~