I love your name, Raddish. (I love radishes, too!) Like Julie said, I feel your pain.  I just read your post on the forums and wanted to respond here.

Yes, you are going through some tough detox.  I call it Wholistic Detox, because not only are you detoxing physically, but you're detoxing emotionally and spiritually as well.  As badly as you feel right now, know you are giving yourself a most vital gift by going through this.   You are essentially removing the negative energy (emotions are energy) from your emotional body, just as you are removing nasty toxins from your physical body.

When you reach the finish line, you will be feeling far removed from how you're feeling now, because these negative emotions are being flushed away.  The toxins in your body that are actually influencing these emotions are being washed from your body.  It would not surprise me that when this is over, you will feel very good, almost like a high.  That happens with me, after a deep emotional/physical detox.

Just keep in mind, when this happens, it will pass.  It WILL pass.  You are evolving, giving yourself a gift of life by going through this torment now.  It will get better and better the closer you get to the finish line.

Now is the time to pamper yourself.  Your body and spirit need that extra self-love because it validates you and tells your inner and outer conscious that you are worth it.  And you are. 

Take a long special bath, light some candles, pour some wine, put some music on, burn some incense, close your eyes and let go... Read some uplifting inspirational words... research a topic that's intrigued you... exercise your mind... Take a walk and think of how beautiful you'll be when you're done fasting... These things help me when I'm low...

And always drink more green juices if the detox becomes unbearable.  It will slow it down and ease your discomfort. You may also want to do an enema when you're feeling this low, whether emotional or physical.  Often that remedies beautifully.

Here is a link for an article that discusses the ups and downs of detoxing:  http://curezone.com/blogs/m.asp?f=573&i=31

I hope this helps.  I'll be thinking about you!

Best to you,
*hugs*
~ Dazzle