Re: how long do you feel horrible after a kidney flush?

Elise,

Thank you for you concern and prayers.

Who is that right person to help me with my problems? My world has shrunken so very much. I can't go anywhere, and due to numerous moves throughout my life (about 21), I have no friends. My Mom died 1 1/2 years ago. The rest of my childhood family are to put it bluntly, extremely disfunctional. My sister informs me of what an idiot I am at every opportunity. My brother, he avoids the family at all costs. My dad is critical of everything I ever do or say. It is no wonder I live in Texas and they live in Vermont. I would move further, but they are not taking residents in the Gulf of Mexico.

When my mom died, I asked God for her Courage for she no longer needed it. She died from a ten year battle with Myasthenia Gravis. He did not comply. Now I am just left all alone ecept for my 16 year old daughter and my husband, but neither are home much.

Maybe God Has given me this horrible challenge because he is mad with me for not wanting to communicate with my hurtful family. I really do not have the emotional or physical energy for them. Again thanks.

Mary O. Tweet