Help me, I'm terrified

Please help me. I am going INSANE I think (literally). So currently, these are my symptoms: floating BMs with black spots throughout, white-ish film in toilet water, coughing up SUPER greenish/brown phlegm, serious depression, chronic tiredness and fatigue, blowing white-ish green looking snot with what looks to be encased in a clear outer coating out of my nose, coughing up white and clear squishy looking balls (or cysts), black hair-like strings in shower and toilet (could actually be my bf's hair so I'm not positive on this), bleach tasting cough, ridge or hill-y looking raised up places INSIDE my nose, skin crawling and occasional nausea at night, I've even got black looking stringy things in my period!!! Which could be dried blood, so who knows; but the #1 thing that scares me the most is how paranoid and obsessive I've become! I can't see a piece of fuzz on the couch without examining it. This is ruining my whole life, me and my boyfriend haven't ever fought this much and my family are worried that I'm needing to see a therapist and I'm actually beginning to agree with that, because my behavior has really scared me! But I know what I've seen coming out of my body and I KNOW it's NOT normal.

Pulled out of the back of my throat:




Phlegm coughed up




Found in my stool




Found in stool



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