Have been attempting to get some things together in my life, and as so often happens... the results were not what you expected...  Well our lives are a constant balance between who we think we are and who we actually are...  i know that this is rather heavy, but we do the truth here;  and this is it,  like it or not....

Have always been a rather go it alone type person; guess because that left fewer disappointments, since i did not have to make anybody else happy, so to speak... This is the ideal mental state as far as not having to worry about having to please others goes... Well since i am a technical, and learned to follow the hard work ethic, i am well respected in my trade....  Many people think me to be some what of a know-it all of sorts...  But since i am quick witted, intelligent, and cleaver it has served me well....  i can fit into most situations and function effortlessly...  But i do tend to lose my idenity at times... 

What we are getting to here is to say that if you have the brain power; you can do just about anything....  {Did you ever see Tony Curtis in real life story of the "Pretender"?}   Well the theme is once you get to a certain level of intelligence, you can figure out, or come to see how many of these games in life we play  are controlled..  This is deep so try to stay with me.... 

Most man made {government/corporations} things in life, are for one purpose to allow those in control to continue to be so, and profit of the worker bees....  Now this is not a call to arms, [most people in the world are disarmed any way] or inciting any violance...   This is just a discussion on who, what, and why....  GOD gave each of us two things to use in this life; a pathway to travel, and a free agency[freedom of choice]....  This is your life, what you do with it is up to you.....

Now we all know that there must be certain basic rules and regulations for the society to function properly...  We are accepting these as required...   But all the other laws, commandments, rules, and such are man made to control, certain groups.. Again some of these do tend to make for a smoother society....

The reason to refer to the governing rules,[so to speak] is to acknowledge that many things in life are beyond our immediate control... EX. Rules of the Road, Most world affairs, the general economy, what some Igmo entertainer will do, ect....  We just go along with these rules...   Where i am going with this is that once one has the brain power to see the "Big Picture" it behooves one to be in the world but be of the world....  This is where many people with brain power are....  If you are smart this is where you should be...

So it is on the divide mentioned above; about who you think you are, and who you really are...   We all actually live this deliminea... { A deliminia is where you are damned if you do, and damned if you don't}  So it is here so many of us spend our time...  i wish that i could always be the person i think i am, but alas we are creatures of the soul....  Our body responds to the world, our mind(brain) gives us the image of our ego, and we go forward into the world...  

So i find myself vacillating between, my heart and my mind...  This is not so uncommon, in fact i would imagine that most people if confronted truthfully would admit to the same...  We must try and keep our feeling in check, and live as the world expects, in order to have social peace...  There are times to allow expression of ones true feelings, but it must be limited to the special moments in time...  When and where the moments occur no one can say...  You must learn to trust your heart and soul...  This is very deep inplications...  We are not set to discuss such here...

This was just an exercise in letting you know that the conflict(s) exist, and that we must do our best to have our brain power set to handle these occurrences in life...

Lets plan to revisit later and i can explain further .....

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