|
On My Knees
'Keep Your Eye Single"
This is a powerful Essene Teaching.
Date: 7/30/2007 12:51:16 PM ( 17 y ) ... viewed 1470 times 10:27 AM
July 30. 2007
Today is July 30.
On August 1, I will turn in the
Inside front Cover for the Speakers Program
for the Pacific Symposium.
I have today and tomorrow to create this.
I woke up with more nightmares this morning.
There was a series of them.
In the first, I lost something had happened
to the EG Mobile. Rabbi Stan Levy, who I will see
on the High Holidays in about five weeks,
helped me out. There was some element of something lost.
Rabbi Stan was very generous.
He took the EG Mobile across the street
and was very pleased to do some minor improvements.
I had lost my shoes as well, or there was some element
of know knowing where things were.
The Rabbi finished the minor repairs. He was pleased.
Then, I got in the EG Mobile.
I backed up without being able to fully see in back of me.
I backed up to the edge of a soft mattress like covering
and my rear tires were almost over the edge of a very steep upper
floor of some kind of store.
I was concerned that the EG Mobile would fall down this
steep edge.
Again Rabbi Stan came to my Aid.
Next thing I knew everything was being handled.
A man with some kind of tow apparatus was preparing to
pull the EG Mobile back off the edge into safety.
Then I realize the man did not seem to know what he was doing.
There was no tow truck attached to the front, and he was on top
of the EG Mobile.
The next thing I knew, the EG Mobile rolled back down this
severe edge. The man on was still on top.
He went over the edge with the EG Mobile.
There was an intense crash as if the EG Mobile landed
up and down and condensed sort of like an accordion.
I was concerend for the man's life and the damage below.
I believe the man died.
Next thing I know, Rabbi Stan, who honors life very much,
was grieving the loss of life. I could see him walking down
the street away. He had extended himself, but reached the limits
of what he could do.
I felt abandoned, and unnerved, and very uncomfortable.
Next thing I know, I could hear H in the shower.
This was no dream.
I could feel here emotion.
She had written that there was something
deeply wrong with the water pressure on the board
before her last trip away from the house.
She has been away more than here.
I had a bad dream that there was some kind of sinkhole
outside the kitchen.
Every time I put water on it, it would go down deeper.
The house foundation was really on shaky ground.
The House FOundation and the EG Mobile are extensions
of me. I was the one feeling like my Life was going down the
sinkhole. I was the one who was was not being responsible
for what happened to the EG Mobile. No one could save me,
not the Rabbi, not anyone.
I had to take action myself.
I had to be responsible.
It is a couple hours later.
I feel much better.
My yellow desk is Clear.
It is unbelievable what a difference
it makes to have a Clear Desk.
There are no things on it to distract me
or put my energy into projects that are not my focus.
I microfibred the desk and removed dustballs.
Then I washed the stones and the small octogonal mirrors
that I use to Keep My Eye Single.
I would like to do the work of creating the
adds. I would like to call up a bunch of Sponsors
and get backing for the Fall, but I have been
extremely aware of a sense of Fragmentation.
I am in Pieces.
I have been down in the basement for a number of days.
I went down there right after finishing a Sales Tax Report last week.
I am out of myself.
This morning after I decided to take out the recycling
I had collected, I find one one Essene booklet from the 80's
near the top of the box below.
It begins,
"To Manifest the Christ
is to have your thoughts clear;
to keep your eye single."
I was asking John, my Essene Teacher
a question about the Christ.
I was saying something about questing wholeness,
or wholeness bringing in the state of the Christ.
John, I believe, said that it is the Christ
that makes you whole.
How does a person draw in the Christ energy.
How does a person become Christed?
The teaching goes, To manifest the Christ,
Keep Your Eye Single."
______
10:59 AM
Phone rang.
__
It is much easier to Keep Your Eye Single
if you do not have a cluttered desk.
It is much easier to Keep Your Eeye Single
if you do not have dustballs on your desk,
and if the Shelves in front of your face are current.
I am remembering that the times when I create
a notebook for a conference,
This is one way that I can Keep My Eye Single."
I am not sure how sophisticated I can get with
the ads and inside front cover for the Pacific Symposium.
I would like to list my Sponsors.
Today I have an appointment down at the
Pacific College of Oriental Medicine at 2:45 PM.
I have not been down there for many months.
They put on the Pacific Symposium.
It would help to reconnect with Tiffany Hansen,
the program director.
It would help to have my Thoughts Clear
to Receive if I take time NOW to Clear the shelves in front of me.
It will also help if I deliberately go now and prepare some
brown rice, and start the day with some fruit.
Amen.
Wishing you
success in
Keeping Your Eye Single
and Your Thoughts Clear.
11:06 AM
Add This Entry To Your CureZone Favorites! Print this page
Email this page
 Alert Webmaster
|
