mood going down

despair, despair

Date:   11/8/2005 2:33:59 PM   ( 19 y ) ... viewed 2439 times

I have not written for a long time. Today I started a fast, finally. I want to go at least 7 days. I feel totally wrotten and helpless. I went to a clinic yesterday and have received a possibility to go into a clinic in a few weeks. Will that really help me? I doubt that. I feel really depressed about everything in life. I even mentioned suicide to my oldest son. Later he ran through the woods, crying and sobbing. How dumn can I be to mention that to my own son. Oh god,I need thee NOW.

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• Your pain is shared....   by deocder     19 y