I've actually had luck with the travel/accomodations. I reserved a block of rooms at a reasonably priced hotel (it's totally not the ritz - it's a comfort inn) and just sent out a letter saying here ya go! Make your own plans!

Very few of my friends (I'm surprised cause they're travelling from NYC) have called asking for ride help, and my relatives have been good too.

I should have known there's no way to avoid the stress. There's just no way. Especially when you're a planner, like me. I can tell because you're on this blog a year out, and I only got here 9 months before my date.

Anyway I'm really excited and everything's been fun, my fiance's been the most wonderful thing in the world. He's been so helpful and he's dealt with me at every step of the way.

Still... I woke up crying on Sunday morning after an anxiety dream. It's like my body doesn't want me to relax. well... 11 more days... closing in on 10.

:)