I know that things seem bad, well everyone has the same happenings...  So do not let these control your life...  You must make a decision to seek support...   We are here for you!!  We will enter int a prayer for you now...   

May you come to realize your worth-in the face of Almighty GOD....  You are a child of GOD, and as such should live your life that shows that responsiblity...   These are big words, yet not really big enough to explain the whole idea...  GOD loves you, and wants you to become the wonderful person that you were meant to be....

So sit quietly now and meditate on the desires of your heart and seek the guidance of GOD in your life, dear sister!!  We know and understand how difficult it may seem, but you can over come your fears and become the person that GOD wants you to be...     May GOD bless you dear, Lady...    See Ya.. Kermit 

Lovely Girl,

Do you know a butterfly goes through a painful metamorphosis in order to emerge to the world as a breathtaking beautiful creature of perfect design?  A butterfly begins as a lowly catapillar, creeping and inching along the earth, dodging bird beeks and thoughtless feet, hoping to survive long enough to find its special place to begin spinning its gossamer silk that will eventually surround it with protection against the elements while it slowly begins to change into an etheral creature so different from its beginnings.  And so the catapillar waits in its cocoon through the seasons, as it slowly begins its magical metamorphosis.  There is no fear or anxiety because it knows exactly what it needs to do,  it knows exactly what it will become.  So it waits with clarity and anticipation for the final stages before it breaks its bounds and lifts its wings to fly on the wind.

A Butterfly.  A creature so lovely, it's likened as the companion of angels. 

Perhaps you can begin slowly to heal your inner worlds.  There is a lovely article, fascinating and exciting, concerning blessing our water with self love before we drink it.  The premise is we change the composition of the water to match the composition of love.  So in essence we are drinking our love.  Perhaps you can try this and see if you can't  feel the love you have for yourself through the water you bless. 

http://curezone.com/blogs/m.asp?f=596&i=4

One thing I have learned in life is that with all pain and tragedies there lies a gift for us to keep with us forevermore.  A gift we can utilize to better our lives and inner worlds.  We just have to keep our minds open when we look for these gifts. But often times we are hurting so badly, we miss the gift.  Remember, with every ending there is a new beginning.  Whenever a door closes another opens.  There is no such thing as a permanent ending because life is a cycle, like ripples in a pond, that go on and on...

Your spirit and inner worlds are being tempered, much like iron is to become steel.  Like the catapillar, you are undergoing a painful metamorphosis to become that beautiful, etheral creature: The Butterfly.

Know you are loved,

~ Dazzle