Date:   8/23/2007 10:11:40 AM ( 18 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=948115

I have been on Colinex for one month and one week

I’m 38 years old and I have also suffered with panic attacks at certain points of my life. I mostly handled Depression by eating disorders and avoiding life. I want to encourage your daughter to understand that I'm actually cleansing parasites for my mental health. In one month, I have had at least 100 moments of calmness certainty and happiness. Other moments have been anger and feeling of complete defeat, and wanting to hide away from the world. Cleansing the parasites has actually made me feel so grossed out that I felt anxiety from that.

I chose to take a shovel and stir up the bad stuff in my life and in my body this will cause huge panic. Change is hard even when you know its good for you.
I challenged myself and chose to face my fears I read everything I could on cleansing and even tried a couple days of the Master Cleanse.
The idea of cleansing to me (and somewhere else on this site) is to start with a goal and have an intention. Intention is how I chose to look at the world in regards to cleansing.
I make my thoughts directly in tuned with higher thinking and doing well in the world. My discomfort, pain, and misunderstanding, every wrong abuse hurt pain real or imagined has poked its ugly face towards me espeically the eating disorder. My conclusion is that I am willing to suffer a little bit so I can achieve my true purpose on this earth, as a healed person so others in my work home neighborhood are better happier and peaceful people.
This cleanse is allowing me to step out of my comfort zone and not have “everything” be all about me and my problems but the gift I give myself so I can in turn be a shining light to everyone I come across.

Nothing is impossible panic is just like a parasite it must be removed and the body knows when you have decided to suffer for the cause there is light at the end of every tunnel if you believe it . I would rather feel nuts on cleanse knowing one day I will get better than to never be in the solution, because I was too afraid of how I felt even when the thoughts were of suicide or death.
To let you know I'm a fairly big mouthed very vain and a little Diva ish woman If you get the impression my hands can touch god and everyone thinks of me as mother Theresa nothing could be further than the truth. I’ve always been a bit miss behaved rebel without a cause. No matter how many problems I have physically on my removal process people around me actually enjoy my company and my family and friends actually want to be around me. I am easier to get along with and I'm less self centered. Now I’m a rebel with a cause lol I have god to thank.

 

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