Date:   10/26/2004 4:06:37 PM ( 20 y ago)
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It was Christmas Eve 1985. My fiance', his little boy, my best friend and her new boyfriend went to see Christmas lights. I can't go into all particulars of this part because it's too draining. To make a very long story short, my friend's new boyfriend was driving. There was major flooding in our area. He had a double cab, 4 wheeler truck and drove into a flooded creek that we told him not to.
First thing, I lost my fiance'. Couldn't find him. I was holding up his son and my friend and I were trying to get out.
Her boyfriend was out and did not help us.
I'll bypass the rest for now at least.
I remember sliding through the left side of the truck into a funnel of some kind. On my first try, my fiance' was there and pushed me back into the truck, saying nothing. I recall gasping for air and there was a long wait.
Then I was out of my body again, through the truck and into the funnel. I looked up and saw a long tunnel. I knew I was supposed to go through the tunnel. Up, up I went until there was a turn to the right in the tunnel. I could see an opening filled with a beautiful light that called to me. There were no words, no voice but I felt it call me.
At the end of the tunnel I walked out into a BEAUTIFUL SCENE. There were flowers that I'd never seen before, the colors so pastel and some bright that it captured my heart. There was grass, a field of (I'm not sure what) but it was lovely.
Off in the distance I saw what looked like a Mountain. Being from the Mountains, I was naturally drawn to it. As I started there I looked at my hands. I could see through me but I made out the outline. I remember thinking, "Well I must be dead."
Just then I realized there was a Being there with me. It did not look like the outline I saw of me (hands). It looked more like a glowing, swirling light. I knew he/she was communicating with me. Again, no words or voice, I just knew.
The Being told me there was little time and much to learn because I would be needed back on earth for awhile. I wasn't sure what that meant until much later. Together we swooped toward the Mountain. At the Top, we stopped because the Being let me know there was something I needed here. The Love I experienced followed through out the entire time I was there. So much peace.
As I watched, a huge screen formed in front of me. There were three screens with pictures on each one.
One screen showed things from my childhood, the second screen showed pictures from my teen years into adult hood. The third screen was the most difficult to watch. It hurt. It showed every nasty, mean thing I'd ever said to anyone. Every fight I started and every sneaky thing I thought I got by with.
Understand here, I was an angry child who later became a biker (with all the bad stuff) and I was as manipulative as they come. By the time this NDE took place I'd settled down but the bill was in the mail. I had not forgiven or sought forgiveness for all the terror I had wrought. Now I was feeling the blows, literally to my aching body. My head felt like it would burst.
When the screen faded, the Being gave me such a warm feeling of love that I never wanted to hurt anyone again (unfortunately, I did though). More about this later.
We left this spot and moved toward a glorious valley below the other side of the Mountain. This valley was filled with beauty and splender. The ground looked like gold, the sky like silver, the trees (I think they were trees) were like seafoam.
Then as I looked ahead, there was a city. The buildings seemed to be made of diamonds, pearls, rubies, emeralds and other precious stones. We stopped in front of a huge building that I realized must have been made from clear crystal.
We went inside and the Being communicated to me to take in all I could.
It was a huge library of spiritual information. As I would look across a book, the knowledge would be mine. I believe I only got about 1/3 of the way across (the library was completely round) when the being communicated that I had to return now.
I complained that here is where I belong and I don't want to be back there. I must have really carried on because the Being showed me pictures of my children on another screen that just appeared. That was enough for me to return.
I came back to my body just as a man (rescue worker) was tapping on the rear window of the truck. He asked how many were in there. I could not say numbers. I said each name. He said, turn your head, I'm going to break the window.
Next thing I knew I was in the Emergency Room where I'd worked for years and a doctor friend of mine said, "Hey girl, I thought we lost you. How long were you in there? I'll bet you've had a near death experience because your temperature was 92.5 degrees.
I recalled some about the time and through estimates and allowances we estimated I was dead about 20 mimutes.
More later.
 

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