Date:   6/5/2003 12:16:00 PM ( 22 y ago)
Hits:   6,606
URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=562597

1 readers agree with this message.  Hide votes     What is this?

Faith is something I don't have. Do you have faith your mother exists? No. You don't need faith. You know she does. I know there is a life after this life.
Knowing puts me at a distinct advantage while contemplating the after-life. I have spent over 20 years trying to understand why I was given the gift of having a Near Death Experience. I have benefited so much from my "knowing." I could hardly speak about my experience for years.
As my limited capacity to understand what I experienced in my NDE has increased, I have come to realize that I have a responsibility to help free people from thinking of the "supreme being" as a judgemental executioner and help people understand how much this "supreme being" loves you. I believe that I have a duty to facilitate the learning of others.
When I get off track, I have a sense that I have not accurately portrayed what I experienced. As I was contemplating writing this message, I came up with some mumbo jumbo that I thought you might want hear. I tripped and shut the computer off. When I rebooted, I wrote a message and vanished again...look at it..the next message in the series. Other being are watching over me. They are like an adult trying to teach a young child how to read...they help me when I trip up...but they do let me make mistakes...
As a spiritual child, I feel responsible to tell the truth as I know it. When I mess up, I know it. Forgive me when you see my weakness. (and bad spellin')I have a limited vocabulary for saying what I have to say. It is almost as if other beings are trying to coach me like an adult trying to explain complicated things to a child in baby talk. These beings give me understandings but I have to force those understandings through the filter of my experience and knowledge.
The other side of life is wonderful but I can only come up with one word to describe what the most important difference is between here and there...LOVE...There is full of love....the love is so strong that it will forgive you for any kind of failure in your life. The job of anyone understanding this then is to forgive every failing and every harm that has ever been done to you. I fail at this task every day. I judge people I don't even know quite often; I hold resentments in my heart. The outward manifestation of holding resentment and judging is sickness and a lowering of the light in my being that others can see... The key to true health...raising my light...is releasing all judgements and resentments of others and myself. By letting go of resentment and judgemnt..... I can become a vessel of love that other will be drawn to.
I can't teach anything because the knowledge I know is very personal and may not fit your belief system. What I can do is try to paint a picture of what I have experienced...and facilitate your learning. If you see something that resonates with you and it adds light to your understanding then I know this meeting was blessed. : )
 

<< Return to the standard message view

fetched in 0.03 sec, referred by http://www.curezone.org/forums/fmp.asp?i=562597