Date:   8/21/2005 3:58:26 PM ( 19 y ago)
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stop thinking about modeling please. aren't you getting enough of being exploitated?

I do believe you are on the right path, because you can see yr ED with clear mind and you admit you haVe it and you do not deny it being a problem, so I think you can win the battle.
As I told you already I've been through that, I was 5.4 x 90 and I did look HORRIBLE, I can see those old pics, I was starting losing my hair and had very dry skin, dark circles around my eyes, red nose, itching and various other diseases.
My ED also included eating from my garbage can and/or picking up food that had fallen off the floor so I was likely full of parasites too. But believe me I felt horrible and was a slave to myself everytime I decided to go up another hundred stairs just to become more skinny. I could wear pants of a 12 yr old. and yet a lot of men did like me like that. I think they are quite sick.

Your hsb is very sick and needs help. He is dangerous. I cannot stop telling you this, I have been for 4 yrs with a man who was mentally ill and didn;t actually realize it until I finally left him. When I did ask him to leave my house to go live by himself, in about a week i did understand that he was completely CRAZY. I could not see that truth with him being around 24/7. In the following 2 yrs the few times I have seen him he threatened me in MANY WAYS and beated me once, and I do believe I am a lucky woman he could have even KILLED me b/c he is 100% mad. He finally ended up in a psycho hospital for getting naked in a square and molesting little girls. I do know what abuse is.
You just need too stay by yrself a week or two to understand who is he and what has to be done. Please try. You do NEED to.

I would like to write more but I have to go now, take care
pray for U

G.




 

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