Date:   8/26/2016 2:34:23 AM ( 8 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=2332172

Hey guys,

I am keeping track of the topics here and your topics have me a lot the last couple of months. This is the first time I share my story with anyone. I felt so broken and shamed I still haven't told anyone. I was infected with genital herpes 10 months ago by someone I loved with all my heart. Sadly, he didn't feel the need to share his diagnosis with me. It took me a lot to come to terms with the diagnosis, the physical pain and the feeling that I am not myself anymore, I feel like my life is just..gone. I had to give up on so many things in order to avoid outbreaks. I was such a cheerful person and people around me have been noticing the difference and I am losing my friends. Its just like I have closed in myself so much. Anyway I think I am coming to terms with it, realizing how life is not only about happiness, life is also about the hard times you go through. I am thinking how this may be a chance to keep my health at its best and see life from new perspective. The thing is, I tried almost everything - I started almost entirely raw vegan diet (I bake my vegetables sometimes),I am doing parasite detox program, did 3 Liver Flushes - each of them starting a new outbreak the following day, 10 days juice detox (this was also very effective - 2 months of no outbreak until I got sick and my immune system was shut), Shanka Prakshalana detox (this was very effective against my candida problem), oregano oil, coconut oil, bee propolis, a mix of cinnamon, tumeric and royal jelly every morning, organic apple cider vinegar, grapefruits seed extract, chlorela, tons of water - everything. Somehow outbreaks still appear. I have no idea what to do anymore. I am feeling that everytime I am sad about the person that gave it to me, it somehow starts the well-known sensation of tingling.
A week ago I started drinking my own urine - the first in the morning and it has given me great feeling - my Acne is FINALLY almost gone (I have been dealing with this problem all my life - I am 24 now), I feel physically great, my mind is very clear but bum - yesterday I noticed a small bump on the weak spot again. (I have to say that the previous day I had a weak moment and ate small amount of raw nuts and some biscuits but seriously not that much). I feel so discouraged, guys. I honestly thought that urine therapy is going to be the final effective cure. I know it takes time, but seeing another outbreak occurring really brought me down. One thing I know for sure - I am not going to stop until this is OUT of my body for good. There must me some way, I don't believe that there is no cure - even people with cancer can cure themselves with fasting and UT. This is all part of the pharma bullshit industry, trying to suck money out of the suffering people. I am only 45 kilos and I don't know if I should do water/urine fast. Anyway, I am open for advice and I will try anything. To anyone out there dealing with some health problem - do not give up, I know that it must be hard, but if you truly believe in yourself and inner power - if you change your vibes and mind - you can change the matter. :) I will update soon.:))
 

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